A character

Am i changin? Or is it that i am showin my true colors? The latter made me think. Maybe probably there is no one affectin my lifestyle.

2017 - i wished for it to be a whole new year.  Makin my family happy is actually the priority. Thus i have succumbed to match makin thingy and even accepted the idea of arranged marriage.
Little did i noe that 2017 is full of changes.. adventures and unexpected turn of events.

Why is that whenever i thought i had a perfect plan and focus but someone ppl around me just screw things up. Moreover i am the type of person who can be easily swayed.

Yea so now this new character came up and i am abit shaken up coz he is very similar to the person whom i once gave my heart away... which was wasted of course..  the most painful experience ever which led me to depression  and totally became a different person after the whole thing.. 

In the beginning manage to avoid but someone circumstances made it difficult. Working in the same environment and living across each other does not help!!

Initially i treat him as a stranger with no emotions but i guess some things he does someone i became quite attached

I am so afraid the same shit will happen... coz i aint tat strong enuff... and guess wat... i am beginning to  get to noe my husband to be!!