Slowly accepting defeat.. but in TERM 3 i will do it!! i shall dedicate 100% on my work and cca and studies!! SEM 1 have a lot of distractions and uncertainties.. I guess it was not-so-nice period for me...

Been listening to rihanna version of love the way u lie...

Loving it...


On the first page of our story

The future seemed so bright

Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised

Even angels have their wicked schemes

And you take that to new extremes

But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind

Now there's gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war, you'll always win
Even when I'm right'
Cause you feed me fables from your hand
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied

Love these two parts!!


Now in school.. finding for mood to tidy up my epms..dunnoe where to go and wat to do....
I guess i will head down to some quiet place to finish up my epms...later on i will have tuition and maybe after that i will continue to do my epms... ya i noe me no life...



Hmmmmph.. still thinking whether i should embark on a project,... will it be too taxing on me???? will see how... keeping in view....

Things i need to do now to keep my mind at peace and stable:

1. spent time with myself...

2. watching comedies...

3. throw darts at your face! wAHAHAHAHAHHAX evil me!!

4. update my diary!!!

5. no sleeping and dreaming that much!! come back to reality!!

6. Go for a long drive!!