Wednesday, June 8, 2011

crazy me!

let's see... been watching movies all the way... at NP! left onlee the dylan show thingy.. haiz...but i watch with fantastic people! :) Halawah is now in cameron highlands.. haiz miss her.. but she will be back tml!!

Okay last entry i mention a few things i wanna do... so far... all i did was spending time with myself... watch korean dramas (instead of comedies..) the addiction is bad... now watching like 3 dramas... finallie found a way to let go of those thoughts and getting over you for once!!! throw darts?? hmmm haven had the opportunity.. hahhaha did update my diary.. i still sleep alot and not so much day dreaming now.... and i go for short drives... hehehehe..

All i want now is inner peace!!(inspired by kungfu panda 2)
I want to get rid of all my old thoughts and sad memories..i want to have a peaceful life so that i can achieve whatever i want...

ANiwae looking forward to shah's wedding this weekend!!! confirm gerek!!! so excited for him!!! :P finallie get to meet my nie mates again!! :) it has been a while since i saw shidi... zaid... raniah.. miss u guys!!

have u ever feel that there is something poking your heart??? it started a few weeks ago ever since that nite... it's like i was so upset that my heart literally felt very painful...felt as if kena poke or somthing.. happen once in a while if i am deeply depressed... want to talk to my mom abt this but i guess better not... she will ignore them aniwae.... initially was scary..i thought i was gg to die!! ahhahahah but it fades off... my depression days will soon be over... all will be well in term 3!!! (I hope!)

i have 6 more months to make 2011 the best year of my life!!! I can do it!!! coz life is short... u got to do the best in everything u do!! :)

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