Updated my diary... shed a few tears while writing and listening to emo songs...i realise my diary cover is peeling off... it is 3 yrs old arealdy.... shedding itz skin.... i have yet to give the 'black feather' to my mr right!

9 days since i blog and many things happened... my happiness reached its peak and it came crushing down...

When i am alone the pictures in my mind kept on playing and it really made me depressed... many thoughts runnng through my mind... and the more i analyse and be practical.. the more pain i feel...

I just wish i could read your thoughts...

Now it is the moment whereby i am back to my "TAT" self... hopefully my colleagues won't notice if not i hav no explanation to tell them coz i can't bring myself to tell them.. it's my own mess u see... no mood to eat.. but i am hungry now... didn't LOL... even though i watch comedy show..but i want to luff! the only thing that i can do rite now is to listen to mar jawan song ....

praying for strength.... both emotionally and mentally...

CURRENT MOOD: 101% depressed..

Prefer to be alone....(locking myself in the room now).....