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Listening to Lady GAGA!! long time never here her songs!!

Okay let's see... recently have an emotional outburst... i am good now!!!
back to myself again~!

last nite...met bestie... (who else can i hang out with except for her..jamilah and the SMSS girls and sometimes the crazy ppl)
I actually dressed up abit.. and ya check out few guys..but guess wat... i attract the wrong onez!!! they are like wat.. 18 and 19?? doubt they did their ns already.... HAIZ!!!!
Aniwae we went to have dinner at swensen CWP...i was really crazy coz i had flu and cough... but alhamdulilah i felt better today!! weee~!

I really think time heals everything except for my late grandpa case of course!! u noe when i really think about the incident again and again.. i can't forgive myself yet and i really miss him so much!!! if i ever had a chance to turn back the time i would have called an ambulance and scold the nurses Fuck U and bitches for not caring about my grandpa!! okay ya.. cool down..it was 7-8 yrs ago... oh ya speaking of which.. i have not gone to the cemetery yet... haiz... miss u grandpa!

let see today was kinda tiring... long day.. remedial and clearing my messy table... JC was not around and no mood to stay so late so called mom and she fetch me :) tml CCA... mr ashari not in singapore... left mdm juliana me hazel and mr guna... how to handle like so many kidz...but i guess i can do it!!! and there is staff meeting!!!! shit man.... tml will be super long day!!

i truly believe that someone's smile can actually brighten up someone's day without tat someone's knowing!!! coz your smile brighten up my day!! *twix*

*feeling quite attached to Prince (Turtle)... sorry elmo!! sorry Mojo! hehe!
a brief intro abt my soft toys... i got a tiger.. quite big.. my fav!! mom bought it from the zoo... he is "gaurding" my room and my printer!! hahhha... elmo is a small.. got it from my ex... Mojo is a monkey... my smss girls bought it for me... i love it coz it is super soft... i used to hav a taz devil..(my buddy win it for me... but lost touch with him) my mom dun like it so i had to throw it away,,, haiz.. i had a panda too... but dunnow where it gone too....i can get emotionally attached to a soft if it has a significant :)

have i crap enuff???? waka waka eh eh!