Welcome to the life of a teacher Fazilah.
I am so nervous..much more nervous compared to the practicum days.
The responsibility we have to handle is just so "WOW".

After this i have to think about settling down. The engagement issue came up again.
Though we have been together for almost 3 plus years i still think something is just not right.
I tried finding for my mr right but it doesn't work out. I am really tired of everything. Now i feel as though the belief of having mr right..perfect love.. perfect marriage is just BULL****. So ya the best is a compromise. Heck my happiness. Just neeed to learn to adapt to the changes.

Haiz... wish you were here grandpa! :(