been going out alot!! today finally have sometime for myself.. went woodlands to laminate my assignments and shop here and there abit before going home.... missed shopping by myself... spend alot!! my savings nearly gone!!

The more i reflect and think through... the more i feel useless... and the more i feel guilty i think...
the only ppl who knew about the guilt are the ones i love most!!! they still accept me for who i am... thanks girlz!! i dun noe how others will accept me....i always wanted to tell u but for what rite... it only make matter worst... and somemore u are happy now... so wtf...

In my entire life, that was the only biggest mistake i ever made which really haunts me till now.. I thought time will heal everything but no it doesn't coz i always will have the mindset that i am not good enuff for you... ya tat's it... that;s the reason why...i am not good enuff for him!! aargghh~!!! distancing myself is the best for EVERYONE...

Tml visiting my atuk!!!! it has been such a long time.... tml will have to submit my assignment at NIE..then after that go kubur to visit him... can't wait!!! i have lots to tell him..some complains and some good things of course!! :) Missing my atuk so much!!!