happy endings

From om shanti om.. A firm believer of happy endings.. If u r not happy it is not the end coz all endings are happy just like in a fairy tale.. Need sometime to think and reflect and add closures tp some stuff :(

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Just finished my workout at orq wit shida :) did bodycombat.. It really brings out the anger in me.. Coz i dun understand wat i did to him to hate me so much that even he disregard me as a friend.. Haiya... I dun bother now.. Hopefully the group is happy after wat they have done coz finally they got rid of me... And they are able to influence him tat i am the bad one after they make all the assumptions and analyzing stuff.. What have i got to lose??? Nothin actually.. In fact i benefit from all this.. But some advise me to u noe bertegur coz he is a muslim and professional wise also... And obviously ppl will blame him more coz he cannot make his stand and still bothered by wt others say or think and he will be influenced by them... I not sure actually wat happen the other side but all i noe he should atleast trust me since we are open to each other and all... So ya... Haiya... Wasted man.. I reaally regard him as my really closest friend ever... just like i am willing to do anything for darsha.. I am willing to do anything for him... So now to avoid being childish like someone say.. I will smile luff and talk to the grp and him but it will be just an act lorh... Just like wat u guys are doing... Hypocrites! And pls lah to tat person no need to be concern abt me.. If u r u will directy ask me.. Stop pretending lah.. Suddenly u so happy to see me meh and since when u say bye when u gg off... Stop faking lah.. And ya thanks to all of u.. U have made me into a bitch.. Thank god u r not useful to me in my career... But still i wish him all the best and if he is much happier now then i guess he has make the right decision for himself... If he is suffering i guess he has to rethink again... Tata all i can say... I still regard hin as my friend coz he doesnt reallly hurt me... And i will try my best to make him happier and pray for him tat he will find the correct path..

finals

Waiting for your updates on your blog.. I hate the past few days... It was a crazy week that my feelings are numbed... I lost my dearest friend.. My uncle met wit an accident.. My nenek have to put on a brave front.. Thank god she is strong... My kids are having quarter finals... But yesterday i finally can breathe and think properly.. my feelins were all over the place.. On friday.. Both the teams made it to the semi finals! my uncle gain consciousness but memories affected.. The onlee thing i lose is my friend..but i needed his support then he was not there.. Aniwae ya besides spendig my nite in the hospital.. I went out watching movies and today went out on a blind date!! He is gentleman but too mature for me i guess.. He is nice but i guess he is not really my type.. But mostly i will take a few mths to develop feelings lah.. We shall see how it goes... Seriously i hav to stop gg out with random ppl...haagaha! Sleepy me gtg! Goodnitez

happy

Happy semcm!!! Hahahaha! Happy pun tak guna coz i am finding for a reason y i am happie :) Oh wait its friday!! And i taking the girls out!! And me meeting my bestie... and my nenek is fine... Onlee my uncle... Hmmm...

wish u were here :(

Why now things happen? When i needed my friend the most during this time he is not there.. Why do all bad things happen at once...haiz... Please let my nenek be strong...gosh! I can't take it if anything happen to her...