a friend

Hi ppl.. I just lost my very closest and good friend... It is all my fault... Guess i did not understand his feelings fully.. Onlee one mistake and i am being punished this way... I guess i deserve it lah also... But initially it hurts lah.. The person i rely trust and look up to is no longer there.. I am on my own now... Dunno whther he is reading this.. But he is a wonderful friend to have and he is the one tat understands me inside out but i guess i didn't understand him tat well and i have hurt him so much.. That it turns into a hatred.. So ppl out there.. Treasure your friendships... Do watever it takes to protect it... The rest is up to destiny.. I tried to protect but it failed.. No regrets coz i tried... I will just say it is another part of my journey.. I really miss him and my life will change for sure and now i will just see wat 2012 brings! Dun ever assume!!! assumptions made plus prior knowledge plus opinions will kill any relationships... Please find out the facts first... I dun want anybody to be in my situation...

trashing corner

If we talk cock and luff.. Tat doesn't mean we are friends hor.. Relak sikit.. Dun pretend u r concern bitch... U onlee care abt yourself.. U think u noe how to read ppl.. But u can't read me easily... Coz if u can.. U will know tat i dun want to be anywhere near u... I dun want to have anything to do wit u.. Gosh wish i dunnoe u at all.. Guess wat! U r my 2nd hatred person in my life.. Congrats! I really cannot take this thing anymore man.. Hopefully she will be the last person i hate... actuallie i pity her but after knowing her soo fucking well over the years... She is one of a kind... No one gets on my nerves... I just can't wait for the moment when we ever meet up again and i will like punch or slap her fucking face... If u r a bitch.. I will be a bitch to u too.. Thanks for destroyin some parts of my life...

attitude

Shit i was wrriting half way and i canceled this page witout saving... Wat i want to say is tat there are ppl out there whose job is to irritate ppl to te core... And now i am digging my own grave... I think from now i will become a bitch already.. I am tired of acting and putting up with ppl behaviour.. My patience level has its limit... u noe wat.. Those who read this... If u see me not acknowledging ppl and smiling at them or when i disappear from that particular place.. It means i dun like tat person... I dun want to be friendly anymore... I am tired... Haiya... Actually tats wat happen just now... I dun bother abt my colleagues except for my friends lah.. Raz the grp... Jc.. Addy.. Shida.. and the BTs.. Hmmm lets try man.. I noe i will be hated but i think it is for my inner peace... Now i made the wrong decision by gg out with them for dinner.. Coz again i am not comfortable with them... I will just remain quiet lor..

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Haiz... I just tweeted that my planned has been disrupted... I dunnoe why i feel irritated... I guess it happened many times... So ya... Haiz..

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After soo long... U can't stop me... Hhaaha! Evil luffter!!! Okay enough is enough. Me now at millenia walk gym... Hot and non straight guys are here!!!! hahaha okay lah can wash eyes onlee.. Shan't ask for more :)