a friend

Hi ppl.. I just lost my very closest and good friend... It is all my fault... Guess i did not understand his feelings fully.. Onlee one mistake and i am being punished this way... I guess i deserve it lah also... But initially it hurts lah.. The person i rely trust and look up to is no longer there.. I am on my own now... Dunno whther he is reading this.. But he is a wonderful friend to have and he is the one tat understands me inside out but i guess i didn't understand him tat well and i have hurt him so much.. That it turns into a hatred.. So ppl out there.. Treasure your friendships... Do watever it takes to protect it... The rest is up to destiny.. I tried to protect but it failed.. No regrets coz i tried... I will just say it is another part of my journey.. I really miss him and my life will change for sure and now i will just see wat 2012 brings! Dun ever assume!!! assumptions made plus prior knowledge plus opinions will kill any relationships... Please find out the facts first... I dun want anybody to be in my situation...