TGIF

Thank God It's Friday!!!
WEEKENDZ are here!!!
Tml i'm going visiting with my family!! yahoo~!! can collect more money!!!
i can then buy a new specz!!
today i wear baju kurung to skool... a bit awkward but then wat to do.. later on i'm going to his place :) Hopefully today i can finish early..like at 2?.. hahhaa but fat hope...
but seriously i'm going to miss this week... i mean it's so fun to like have only 2 teachers in the staffroom.. i can go around to visit mdm mariam and the aunty and the security guard.. hehhe.. obviously i will also miss helping mdm wong to pack... actually i want to be like her..she is firm and respectable and her english is ver powerful and she is hardworking and never give up... even though she is expecting soon... she is still hardworking... she can even carry stuffs and DRIVE!! amazing rite.. hahhaa... oikay i shall take her to be my role model... oh she's pretty ttoo!! hahah
i will miss spending time with her...
but she will be back next year term 2..

trying my best to save money for the future!!! hehehx... it's hard sia ... i think from young i should have started but mom pampered me.. so ya ain't my fault.. hahhahaha

waiting for miracle to happen now~!! weeet~!! but i doubt so.. coz miracle happens once!! if it happens twice then it's called magic!!! [i'm crapping]

i was reading my previous post and realise i have quarrelled so much with him...hahha now it's okay... sometimes only if his temper rise.. i can't be patient anymore so thus will fight back... i hate to scold pr yell at people..it will make me tear.. seriously.. it's not that i am crying coz of sadness or wat.. it's just that when i shout..yelll or scold tears will naturally flow.. i dunnoe why...it's no that i want to cry.. hahha but only if i scold the students { primary skool kids } i dun care.. i have no feelings already for them.. just scold!!! hahhahah evil me!!

my cravingz :
-swensen ice lemon tea!!
- ayam masak merah!! [hari raya and puasa time no chance to eat except once till now :( ..haaha]

ancient

My gosh~! it's been months.. there are so many cobwebs around my blog...i WAS BUSY and my com breakdown and ya i was actually job hopping and finally after i waited for so long, they reply me and say i am accepted to NIE!! wee~!! but next year intake :( so now they send me to Peixin Primary school to do contract teaching first... i like it here..though i still have not adjusted fully...hari raya now..and i have a great time!! got duit collection also!!!! heheh see my face so cute tat's why i still got money!!! My first pay came and ya i gave away $200 to my family memberz... now broke.. hehehe...
shooping list:
-new specs [RED!]
-skirts!!
-Topz!!
-BAg!!
-converse shoes!!!
-more slippers!!!

haiz... wish i can buy everything but my budget is not there :(
so got to save more money and probably next yeear then i buy all this stuff.. haiz...but i need a specz!! my former specs got so MUCH scratches!! hehe don't sleep with your specs on!!

now psle marking dayz... hav to go skool still from 8 to 5.. doing nothing!! haha but thankfully got mrs cindy wong... she is so kind and nice... she gave me hotcakes to eat and she keep me occupied..i'm so happy i can lend a helping hand to her...acttually all the teachers here are nice..very nice... hahhaa except a few..their faces like so fierce and sometimes i feel like i am going to get eaten up by them.. hehehe

ps: my dear potato and friends... sorry k... i long time never go online and blog.. so i got no time to visit your blogs too... take care alrite

Wat an ending

Yesterday:

Went out wit my long time fav buddy... hanqin..hahha
known him when i'm in sec 2? cue and innocent guy...not forgetting intellectual...went to hmv and then borders. ate at nydc.. the mudpies.. it is delicious but too chocolatish and sweet... like it initially but feel like puking after tat.. then went to marina square...
hehez finally got someone to go out yesterday.... oh ya met westwoodians...can't recognize them.. they look utterly different and gorgeous...then met nana at yishun a while only

Today:

Happy life today siak.
Met jami early in the morning.. stomach growlz.... so 11 we reach marina square... wanted to eat at breekz.. they did not clearly stated it opens at 1130.. they put a welcome sign... so went to toilet and then 1115 we enter the breekz... we called out for them but no one answer... no one was in the shop.. so we sat down and waited for them.. at 1130 then they come.. so we like actually entered the shop illegally...wahahahhax
then went shopping.. bought a bag.. bought hair band...bought pantz from DOROTHY PERKINZ!! dead broke... wahhaha then watch shrek 3 again..gosh i love the frog~!!! then found out the bum skirt cost 23 bucks!!! damn it..but once again was broke and wasted lah..
then go home watch jangan pandang blakang at you tube...
wow...then talk to him...screw upp at the end... he is at fault.. seriouslY he is so emotional and insecure... everything i say tak caye.... so ya.. haiz but i gave him an sms though..haiz i'm too kind wat to do..
anywae can't wait for tml... going for driving~!! hopefully won't stalled the engine in the middle or speedin.. hehehe....

+without u my life will be so totally stagnant... u create joys and sorrows for me... i guess i prefer it this way... love u loadz +

Juz keep swimmin... swimmin..swimmin

Today was shockingly quite a pleasant dae... went swimming in the morning with my sisterz.... swam 10 laps..not bad.. quite tiring but refreshing...
then catch the movie shrek 3!!! love the frog ( dying part wwhere the frog very "nazak" ..wkakaka )
i love the donkey's children... so adorabe...
then had a huge fight with hu else my younger sis... she is damn degil... ( a leopard won't change its spot )
Then went back home.. boring.. no one is free !!!! :(
want to go out tml.. but darsha is away :( the rest not free too :( sobz sobz... when they free i am not.. when i'm free they are not... wat to do...
he called juz now..pity him..one whole day in the jungle..drenched in their own sweat... his pinggang sakit..kesian sei but hopefully there will be some benefits all these... maybe more off dayz!!! hehehe pity all the army guyz who are in all these combat shit... not those who like slack around.. hahha... those that really keep on training and go to jungle for no damn good reason... SLAVES of the nation...
one of the rare timez we did not have silent war...miss him*

Will pray for him and Joshua (: hopefully they can TAHAN all the scorching heat... the painful and tiring activities and so one....miss both of them :(

Is it me?? or is it him???
haiz problematic siak.. yesterday was terrible but ended up quite pleasant
Imagine if u got to spent 5 hours doing nothin but just waiting for something that doesn't concern u!!!!
my patience has its limiT but this is too much alreadi...
He knew i was in a fucked up mood.. brought me to play bowling and i snapped at him a few timez... my first time ever behaving like tat... seriously... i juz wanted to break down and release my anger but if i cry then he ask me why i ahv nothin to answer.. so i just continue being a pissed off bitch.. thank god he's nt angry if not we ended up being in another very cold war... ( -100 degree celcius )
SO i drank redbul.. hoping it will make a difference but abit onlee.. in the end i was kinda happy coz FINALLY got to go home...never been happier to depart from him... hahahha i'm evil i noe.. but maybe it's onlee yesrterday incident...FUCKED!!! But now i'm okay after a good sleep.. a good jog and a good laugh... now longing to see him but it's too late i realise.. he is heading back to camp..so got to wait for next week...i regretted my action yesterday.. i also spoilt his day yesterday... but atleast i never shout or scold him except a few snapping... hehehe

SOmetimez one of us hav got to give in.. and try to control out emotions u noe.. don't shout or scold each other.. most guys are hot-tempered...wat's wrong if we give in... but if the guy is too much and still test our tolerance and patience level..then release your anger slowly..if it doesn't help.. cry infront of him ( fakely cry don't really cry then he noes your weakness but if u really want to cry out.. don't cry infront of him ..hehe get it? ) if all these doesn't help.. scream at him and say GOODBYE!! wahhahahx...some methods work out.. but the l;ast part i dunnoe.. haven tried yet actually... heheheh

-HE TOLD ME HE MISS ME. HE TOLD ME HE LIKES ME. HE TOLD ME HE WANTS ME. BUT NO CALLS!! NOTHIN!! NO SMS!!!-

Wahhhahahax guys are strange and trust me don't trust them 100%. i mean if the guy is your bf.. SERIOUSLY!!

dunnoe why i wrote this crap..have enough of everything alreadi... juz hoping and praying that we won't land up in such a situation that one of us will get hurt real bad.