Is it me?? or is it him???
haiz problematic siak.. yesterday was terrible but ended up quite pleasant
Imagine if u got to spent 5 hours doing nothin but just waiting for something that doesn't concern u!!!!
my patience has its limiT but this is too much alreadi...
He knew i was in a fucked up mood.. brought me to play bowling and i snapped at him a few timez... my first time ever behaving like tat... seriously... i juz wanted to break down and release my anger but if i cry then he ask me why i ahv nothin to answer.. so i just continue being a pissed off bitch.. thank god he's nt angry if not we ended up being in another very cold war... ( -100 degree celcius )
SO i drank redbul.. hoping it will make a difference but abit onlee.. in the end i was kinda happy coz FINALLY got to go home...never been happier to depart from him... hahahha i'm evil i noe.. but maybe it's onlee yesrterday incident...FUCKED!!! But now i'm okay after a good sleep.. a good jog and a good laugh... now longing to see him but it's too late i realise.. he is heading back to camp..so got to wait for next week...i regretted my action yesterday.. i also spoilt his day yesterday... but atleast i never shout or scold him except a few snapping... hehehe

SOmetimez one of us hav got to give in.. and try to control out emotions u noe.. don't shout or scold each other.. most guys are hot-tempered...wat's wrong if we give in... but if the guy is too much and still test our tolerance and patience level..then release your anger slowly..if it doesn't help.. cry infront of him ( fakely cry don't really cry then he noes your weakness but if u really want to cry out.. don't cry infront of him ..hehe get it? ) if all these doesn't help.. scream at him and say GOODBYE!! wahhahahx...some methods work out.. but the l;ast part i dunnoe.. haven tried yet actually... heheheh

-HE TOLD ME HE MISS ME. HE TOLD ME HE LIKES ME. HE TOLD ME HE WANTS ME. BUT NO CALLS!! NOTHIN!! NO SMS!!!-

Wahhhahahax guys are strange and trust me don't trust them 100%. i mean if the guy is your bf.. SERIOUSLY!!

dunnoe why i wrote this crap..have enough of everything alreadi... juz hoping and praying that we won't land up in such a situation that one of us will get hurt real bad.