sem 2

June hols gerek! Cambodia is awesome! Been meetin people. Shocked to noe someone with the same personality as me buy of opp gender somemore.. Interesting! Aniwae finally my mind was at peace and heck care abt ppl esp those yang have no meaning in my life... guess what?! After all the things and how much i was hurt he talked to me as if nothing happen... Trying to be friends again... When everything was fine and happy for me... He just have to buat hal!! I have forgive him eventhough he doesnt utter the sorry word once! ego! Now i am trying my best to become friends with him but it is too difficult for me. aniwae now i dun even care whther he exist or not. I realise now i am starting to enjoy life much better which i should have done it few years ago.. i guess i abit backdated.. But hu cares! No commitment for me i can do watever i like coz we live onlee once... seriously i thought this whole shit will just end and dissolve but he wont let it.. I will continue to fight this battle... Now i am stronger coz he is out of my heart finally... Took me 3 mths! so now gonna use my brain and ya i am competitive.. Its my life now.. I will do anything it takes to make myself happy even if i have to hurt and betray u i will do it.. Coz u were my bestest friend and now my worst enemy... I have made the decision before and will stick to it. U will not have a part in my lfe from now on. Not even friends. Wat u see now is just an act.. Vented my anger and confusion :) I cant believe i am so angry today.. 1st ramadan leh! Aniwaez.. Slamat menyambut bulan ramadan people! :) It will be a challenging one for me but meaningful :)