Happiness strikes again...

YeaH today i get to see your face!!
Kinda excited :) first time looking forward to something... but seriously i miss this feeling...

A bad thing happen yesterday... a mistake i shouldnt have made... haiz... stupid me!


IF.

Awesome Tues Nite

Yesterday was a memorable one. At the jetty with a magical moment.

I was shocked. Never expected it. It has been so long since that kind of feeling is back. 

Aniwae i will treasure him and i will change for the better for him. Initially i have doubts and maybe still have... but slowly i am opening my heart to him.. it will be easy actually coz he is so fit and good looking!!! hhahhaha!! Missing him :(

His name is I_ _ _ _ _.

IMY

Haiz... 

Missing u much much!!

First time looking forward to something. 

a chance

Finally! I have made a decision today. Take the leap of faith. i am taking it.
Not going to screw up this chance like how i did 4 years ago.
Met this awesome dude. He is really something. He is someone whom i may not even take a second look but his personality is solid. Was in a dilemma. I guess my heart has literally numbed. Thanks to him. Surprisingly this dude is able to un-numb it slowly. hahahaha!
I am not sure what will happen next but i gonna make it an awesome one and i will enjoy this ride.
They say... go with someone who loves you rather than you go with someone who u loves.


Finally i rode on a bike as a pillion! it was scary. my legs and body cramped. It was cold. but i enjoyed it after awhile! feel like getting a bike license now.

IMY!

sem 2

June hols gerek! Cambodia is awesome! Been meetin people. Shocked to noe someone with the same personality as me buy of opp gender somemore.. Interesting! Aniwae finally my mind was at peace and heck care abt ppl esp those yang have no meaning in my life... guess what?! After all the things and how much i was hurt he talked to me as if nothing happen... Trying to be friends again... When everything was fine and happy for me... He just have to buat hal!! I have forgive him eventhough he doesnt utter the sorry word once! ego! Now i am trying my best to become friends with him but it is too difficult for me. aniwae now i dun even care whther he exist or not. I realise now i am starting to enjoy life much better which i should have done it few years ago.. i guess i abit backdated.. But hu cares! No commitment for me i can do watever i like coz we live onlee once... seriously i thought this whole shit will just end and dissolve but he wont let it.. I will continue to fight this battle... Now i am stronger coz he is out of my heart finally... Took me 3 mths! so now gonna use my brain and ya i am competitive.. Its my life now.. I will do anything it takes to make myself happy even if i have to hurt and betray u i will do it.. Coz u were my bestest friend and now my worst enemy... I have made the decision before and will stick to it. U will not have a part in my lfe from now on. Not even friends. Wat u see now is just an act.. Vented my anger and confusion :) I cant believe i am so angry today.. 1st ramadan leh! Aniwaez.. Slamat menyambut bulan ramadan people! :) It will be a challenging one for me but meaningful :)