Heya! now waiting for my duty to start.. tonite we will be celebrating the school 75th anniversary.. and the st margs are havin their 170th anniversary... the sad thing is that i am not able to sit at the table and eat... haiz.. i am the backstage runner...
Things are pretty different right now.. dunnoe whther it is a good thing or a bad thing.. have yet to find out..
Yesterday was an experience for me and red..
was going home from hougang mall... and the front tyre punctured... panic mode reached to its maximum.. but thank god.. my workshop guy helped alot... for the first time i sat in the tow truck... and ya interesting but it takes alot of time... i have learnt soo much... now i am prepared for this kind of emergency...
Friday, November 16, 2012
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Yesterday was awesome! watched 2 movies! Jab tak hai jaan and pitch perfect... 2 awesome movies to start and end my day... got my red dress too!!
Yesterday was my happiest day! i can't deny it...after sooo long....coz i listened to my heart and not using my brain... it will be perfect if and only if *dotz*dotz*dotz*...
WIll treasure those moments coz i have learnt that things will happen and change everything... the only thing that will stick with us are memories... so i am blogging abt it in case i might have some memory loss...
Hopefully u felt the same way tooo... hehehehhe!!
Yesterday was my happiest day! i can't deny it...after sooo long....coz i listened to my heart and not using my brain... it will be perfect if and only if *dotz*dotz*dotz*...
WIll treasure those moments coz i have learnt that things will happen and change everything... the only thing that will stick with us are memories... so i am blogging abt it in case i might have some memory loss...
Hopefully u felt the same way tooo... hehehehhe!!
Monday, November 12, 2012
different perspectives
Life has been hell for more than a month or so...
It was my first time experience this kind of shit.... I thought i was strong.. i thought it wont affect me much.. but it did affect me badly... i was hurt...the worst hit ever... i am not tat strong... i broke down..undergone depression...
However when all this happen... i found true friends.. they endured my stubborness.. they were willing to do anything to see a smile on my face...
For me i choose special people to be part of my life...these special people are really special to me.. These people play an important role in making me happy and i will do anything for them... as in ANYTHING! ... i realized i have chosen them after knowing them atleast 1 or 2 years...
I guess it is my luck that so far i chose the right ones.... except for now...
I thought i chose u to be part of that special people... but i guess i was wrong.. and this is the first time i made a mistake...
even my past relationship with my ex... i have no regrets.. he was/is special to me... but tak ade jodoh... so ya...
That special people includes my family too actually... coz they are there for me and understand what i have been through....
i can still feel the hurt till now fyi...
Now is the part whereby he is okay and back to normal.. and for me.. i am not giving in fully not coz of ego... but i am soo afraid to get hurt and become weak again... i am suppose to be the strong one.... i am strong!! aniwae i guess i trust people quite easily....
it is sad to part and form a line... separation is not easy... but i guess i have to do it... to detach yourself from your special people is hard... it is like one part of u is gone u see... imagine darsha is not there.. i will just die toooo....
It was my first time experience this kind of shit.... I thought i was strong.. i thought it wont affect me much.. but it did affect me badly... i was hurt...the worst hit ever... i am not tat strong... i broke down..undergone depression...
However when all this happen... i found true friends.. they endured my stubborness.. they were willing to do anything to see a smile on my face...
For me i choose special people to be part of my life...these special people are really special to me.. These people play an important role in making me happy and i will do anything for them... as in ANYTHING! ... i realized i have chosen them after knowing them atleast 1 or 2 years...
I guess it is my luck that so far i chose the right ones.... except for now...
I thought i chose u to be part of that special people... but i guess i was wrong.. and this is the first time i made a mistake...
even my past relationship with my ex... i have no regrets.. he was/is special to me... but tak ade jodoh... so ya...
That special people includes my family too actually... coz they are there for me and understand what i have been through....
i can still feel the hurt till now fyi...
Now is the part whereby he is okay and back to normal.. and for me.. i am not giving in fully not coz of ego... but i am soo afraid to get hurt and become weak again... i am suppose to be the strong one.... i am strong!! aniwae i guess i trust people quite easily....
it is sad to part and form a line... separation is not easy... but i guess i have to do it... to detach yourself from your special people is hard... it is like one part of u is gone u see... imagine darsha is not there.. i will just die toooo....
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