Me now at republic poly.... trying to START doing my work... am here to accompany red to his drama practice...
It has ben long since i update abt myself.. sort of went through a depression mode again.. but i did alot of reflections and soul searching... i realise that to live my life meaningfully.. i have to do things with a purpose.. a reason..
Right now i am back like my usual self because i am doing it for a friend who deserve it.. he tolerated a lot and i am not strong and patient like him... u r very lucky to have him as your bestfriend.... while having a conversation with him i realise that i have my own weaknesses and my patience has been tested to the limit whereby now i can hate that person so much when once i used to care so much abt that person.. get it??
Aniwae wat u guys see now is all an act i think...i noe it is bad and hypocrite but i left with no choice.. i have come into your life.. and make it messy... u started to get bored of me.. so i decided to leave...but i felt responsible coz u are affecting others with your actions and all coz of me... so i am now tryin my best to put the broken pieces together (with the help of your beloved friend) and slowly i wil fade away from you....coz enuff is enuff... my mind willbe at ease if u go back to the correct path... atleast make u realisewho matters most in your life(true friends) not that stupid faggot!!! hahahha!! i just can't wait for all these drama to end... hoping he will realise soooon!!!!
aniwae fasting mth cmg... and gonna taubat bit by bit... and i have soooo much sins!!!!!
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