Thursday, July 26, 2012

Awesome day today i can say!!

Had PE with my class.. We ran like 4 rounds.. They are so cute!!! Then we did skipping!! dunno why i did with them too!! hahaahha!!! after PE... they breathe so loudly... ultra cuteness!!!  but wat to do... in front of them have to put up a stern face!! if not cannot control!!! HHAHAHAHH!!

Okay today got the enrichment class.. play chess again!!! let see today i will play chess with BOND !! hahhaha!! Chess is fun!!

I guess weekends is nearing... tat is why me so hyper today... but too bad..yani liza and red not here...left razinah :( and today our busy day!! hahhahah!!

tonite i shall go for my run!! hopefully me not lazy!! i put on weight sia!! serve me right for being lazy for the past week... and stop it eh fazilah... stop eating gelojohly when buke time... i have been eating like non-stop from like 718pm to 8pm ee since fasting begin!!... wow!! 42 min sitting on the chair and lantak!!! seriously when ppl say fasting make u lose weight.. for me i will gain weight one!! hahahhaha!!!

hoping my day will stay fun andhappy like this :) it is one ofthe rare days that i really feel good bt myself! :)

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

tuning in :)

Before starting my work, gonna blog :)

Okay fasting mth is here finally!! Everything happen soooo fast!!
Unisim started yesterday! HECTIC i guess.. I haven been gymming :(

Seriously like got no time sia... even no time to go threading!! now my kening so messy!! hahahha!!

Tml starting to train with fazilla! yep yep my PT has the same name as me but diff spelling.. how cool is tat!!!

BALI trip confirmeD! can't wait! :) 12th - 18th Dec!! but i still want to go krabi!! anyone want to go?? hehehe!! trying my luck here :)

Update: Did told him abt everything and all.. now it is up to him lah to think.. he is old enuff to noe what is rightand wrong... it is sooo much we can do... ya u r right... i give up on u already.... for me, finally able to open up my heart to get to noe new people and finally do things that i want :)

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

warm up

Me now at republic poly.... trying to START doing my work... am here to accompany red to his drama practice...

It has ben long since i update abt myself.. sort of went through a depression mode again.. but i did alot of reflections and soul searching... i realise that to live my life meaningfully.. i have to do things with a purpose.. a reason..

Right now i am back like my usual self because i am doing it for a friend who deserve it.. he tolerated a lot and i am not strong and patient like him... u r very lucky to have him as your bestfriend.... while having a conversation with him i realise that i have my own weaknesses and my patience has been tested to the limit whereby now i can hate that person so much when once i used to care so much abt that person.. get it??

Aniwae wat u guys see now is all an act i think...i noe it is bad and hypocrite but i left with no choice.. i have come into your life.. and make it messy... u started to get bored of me.. so i decided to leave...but i felt responsible coz u are affecting others with your actions and all coz of me... so i am now tryin my best to put the broken pieces together (with the help of your beloved friend) and slowly i wil fade away from you....coz enuff is enuff... my mind willbe at ease if u go back to the correct path... atleast make u realisewho matters most in your life(true friends) not that stupid faggot!!! hahahha!! i just can't wait for all these drama to end... hoping he will realise soooon!!!!

aniwae fasting mth cmg... and gonna taubat bit by bit... and i have soooo much sins!!!!!