turning point! - u turn and i turn right!

Watched 2 movies! But not the ones in my list!! Hahha! I really want to watch the vow!! And titanic!!! Ok k tml starting a new chapter of my life.. Been thinking abt my friend's story..and watching tat documentary.. cmg from a girl's skool did not make us weak... we r actually strong and we r not quick to make judgements.. Ppl are just taking advantage and we are at some points may be perceived as being naive.. Lookin at my character.. I guess i will not survive in this world... To see changes i have to change.. Coz other ppl are not changing... personally i think i have changed not in the good way but i hav to do it to survive.. being good doesn't help all the time... in movies.. The good will always win but it takes time but for me.. Now everything is fast paced.. They keep on pushing me down.. by the time they realise it will be like tooo late... reality is harsh... gandhi believes in no violence.. But see there are still violence.. To me right now it is okay to be mean but be mean to those who are mean... Dun be mean to those who are innocent...just like in a war.. Why not just kill the leaders involved.. Why must u go around killing ppl who has no direct involvment in it.. same thing.. be mean to those who are mean to u.. dun drag their friends in.. The problem is between u two.. And why the toot u involve me!! so now i have a problem wit u! enuff said.. Everytime i face some problems- do i ignore or do i fight (not physically of course even though i would love to at times) .. Does it solve the problem if i ignore? does it solve the problem if i fight? usually i choose to ignore coz nowadays too tired to layan ppl..but if i were to fight back which i did at times.. It gives me satisfaction.. Haiz... Okay dunnoe why i side tracked to this.. but ya now i got to think of strategies to use for................ Teaching lah!! Adios!!