Today is another day when the devil wants to speak her mind out...
I thought everything was good... i came home before 11 pm k for few days.... but IT is still not happy.... It says that i have changed alot and obviously IT hates all my new clothes... IT is sooooooooo unreasonable..... It says that i work like in a disco!!!! wat the bloody fuck!!!!!!! It rattled on to say all those nonsense.... If i were to apply my knowledge on crtical thinking... whatever she says cannot be taken into account... she assume alot and they are not facts.....
Aniwae...i guess that IT is angry coz i did not turn out to be wat SHE want me to be....

I noe i am being anak derhaka now... but i got to tell u this!!! SHE IS A CONTROL FREAK!!!! everything must follow her way!!!!!!! SHE CONTROL PEOPLE worst than a remote controlling the tv!!!!! people's action she want to control... dressing also.... feeeling also.... who she think she is???? GOD??? She always scold unreasonably... can for once she put herself in our shoes????? my elder sister suffered 28 yrs with her!!! why u think my elder sister has no boyfriend till now....It is all YOUR fault!!!! u control her too much and did not give her freedom!!!!! now u blame and pressure her in getting a boyfriend!! kanena! too late!!! so now u think u can do the same to me!????? u control us freak!!! u keep saying u do a good deed by sending us to skool.... IRRRITATING!!! i dun want u to send me but u force!!! kenasai!! I thought u were kind in encouraging me to take driving license... but u turn me into a driver!!! u dun even let me use the car if i want to go out with my friends!!! u bloody shit!!!
Now u want to insult me and disagree with wat i wear!!!!!! my wish lah... u said i am 24 and i cannot think what is right and wrong... so what i wear now.. i look like a SLUT???!!! u bitch!!!!! I did nothing wrong seh... just that i just changed the way i look.... and i go out for dinner... coz if i'm home she will instruct me to do stuff and they will sleep early... PUKI!!!
I tell u arh... to my relatives who actually read my blog... we look like a "perfect family" and we three sisters are living happily and innocently... but u guys don't know how much we suffered living in the same house as that THING!!! everything she do always got reason...so we have to be careful.... i still dunnoe why my nenek loves her alot compare to my aunty..kalau ikut kan hati i would have run away from that house and live on my own
U noe what.. thank god i still have a loving DAD! i love you father!!! :) i like the way he tegurs me.... it is not in an accusation tone u see... it is more like an advice...and he dun accuse and he listens and he is receptive of people's opinion not like my mom,... she dun listen... seriously she always think she is right... when we correct her.... she will shout... and change topic to scold us about other things.... bloddy nabeh!!
Ya so that is why i dun like to come home already.... i really want to get my mr right soon and get out from that house!!! i am still alive with her thanks to my sisters!! and my father!!

Seriously man... i feel so choked now... the way she scolds me... wah... seriously man... my heart hurts so bad....her words are very sharp... dun bullshit that u think of me... u are just scared that i go away from the house and u will get no money from me rite??!!!! and no one to drive u around??!!! and no one u can order around...u think i stupid ah... FUCK U!!!

SInce i am cursed not to talk back to u... i will take my revenge and i will make sure i will turn my family upside down in my own quiet ways.... MY AIM IS TO MAKE U MALU infront of all my relatives...u think i am still that innocent girl i am right... tell u the truth I AM NOT!!! u just wait and see....watever u accuse me of i will do it and show it right to your face!!!

I have think through about wat u say... i disagree with u all the way... i am sticking to my decision...