I am writing this post because of i am upset and frustrated that i cannot sleep because my mind is filled with those words and actions still.

It is strange how life is all just a game. One moment u think u made the right move, SNAP! u got it all wrong again. One moment u feel so happy and the very next second u received a bad news.
WHat kind of logic is that?!! but it always happen to me...ALWAYS!!!

Start with losing my blackberry... then bought an iphone... and family conflict...now everything has been settled... someone called informing that she found my BB... and now when i thought i can be happier both at home and outside.. i was wrong... So it is quite rare for me to be happie all the way without any worries... WHY?!! FML! Everytime when i thought i make the right move and gain a step to be happy something will surely screw up!!!! aaargghh!!! irritating bloody creature!!!!

Aniwae right now i really miss my bestie coz she is always there for me and she noes how i feel but it is difficult to meet up sia... haiz....
I kinda miss Halawah too....

I hate my cough... my chest hurts and my back hurts... i vomited twice.. i dun want to go doc again!! my body will cramp.. trouble sleeping... see what i mean!! it has been for weeks.. it is hard to control your cough sia...

I think this week is kinda sucky for me... i am just looking forward to sunday coz it marks the end of my sucky week....hopefully

COmplain time: what a Bloody B**ch! i only realise it when i told my sis. should have seen that coming... AARRggh~~~!!!

okay gtg zzzzz.... gd nite!!