feelingless and emotionless -- getting used to the treatment already... i am 24 and i think it is about time i make my own decision that makes me happie!!! i can't take it coz everytime i am at the losing end... some say it as sacrifice! bullshit! being nice sometimes also no use! useless!

adios! gonna mark the math test scripts! :)

current mood: sleepy, disappointed and sad

Okie I manage to squeeze some time to drop an entry...

Okay let's see... today i super sleepy and feel super sick....tml mc?? haiz.. dunnoe leh...

I twittered about the rollercoaster ride a few days or weeks back... guess wat i am back in the ride again... It will onlee end if and only if ********.

Aniwae later i got class at uniSIm!!! hahhaaha dunnoe why suddenly i am excited!! hahahhax...lalalllalala but haiya last few classes already... gonna pick up Malini later and hopefully we can have supper again!!! :)

Actually i want to continue writing but no time!!! 10 more min my class will be taking math test!! all the best to them!!! i am so afraid for them!! :)

okay gtg....

I am writing this post because of i am upset and frustrated that i cannot sleep because my mind is filled with those words and actions still.

It is strange how life is all just a game. One moment u think u made the right move, SNAP! u got it all wrong again. One moment u feel so happy and the very next second u received a bad news.
WHat kind of logic is that?!! but it always happen to me...ALWAYS!!!

Start with losing my blackberry... then bought an iphone... and family conflict...now everything has been settled... someone called informing that she found my BB... and now when i thought i can be happier both at home and outside.. i was wrong... So it is quite rare for me to be happie all the way without any worries... WHY?!! FML! Everytime when i thought i make the right move and gain a step to be happy something will surely screw up!!!! aaargghh!!! irritating bloody creature!!!!

Aniwae right now i really miss my bestie coz she is always there for me and she noes how i feel but it is difficult to meet up sia... haiz....
I kinda miss Halawah too....

I hate my cough... my chest hurts and my back hurts... i vomited twice.. i dun want to go doc again!! my body will cramp.. trouble sleeping... see what i mean!! it has been for weeks.. it is hard to control your cough sia...

I think this week is kinda sucky for me... i am just looking forward to sunday coz it marks the end of my sucky week....hopefully

COmplain time: what a Bloody B**ch! i only realise it when i told my sis. should have seen that coming... AARRggh~~~!!!

okay gtg zzzzz.... gd nite!!

Strangest dream ever......felt so true and real but i hate the way it ends.... that is why i wish the ending is not coming true!!!! wahhahahahx

okay today was tiring!! my throats hurt...

Can't wait to drink!!! wakkakaka... after my math thingy i will zoom back home with yani!!!
This mth my mom gave me a warning already... can't buke outside unless it is very necessary!!! sobz sobz... so i need to inform her before hand first..

k.. gtg... will blog at nite later... hehhehe

Went out with family on sat afternoon... go shopping for my dad!! it has been a long time since i saw him very happy!! we finally get to see the fireworks at tanjong rhu! and ya by the time i am like 10% alive!!
Sunday can't wake up... but have to... then went doc with my dad.... he gave me mc...for sunday and monday.. haiz... thought after the medicine it will be okay but my cough worsen!!!! i dunnoe why also.. haiz..so eat then eat medicine then sleep.. throughout sunday.... then monday can't even wake up.. coz i have been coughing non-stop throughout the nite... monday mc.. dunnoe what happen to my class.. haiz.. so monday which was yesterday.. just stay on bed... eat medicine and rest.. never felt so weak before... coughing like SHIT!!! and then today here i am... tired and lethargic.... but what to do..persevere on....
Aniwae today i shall be a very quiet girl...can't talk much (coughing) and can't eat :(


ANiwae yesterday nite i managed to catch 3 episodes of heartstrings!!! *MELTZ* yonghwa is super duper cool and cute!!!! love him to bits!!