Been a wild week 4 me... wanted to start slow with jogging and stuff but now i have jogging buddies... hal and red... they can run!! hahahahx... and my stomach problem start all over again just like in Jc days.. sheesh.. why am i not surprise... in JC days i can't really run alot coz my abdomen is it?... upper part of the stomach willl hurt like shit!! then it can get use to it.. took abt 2 mths? .. so now when i start to run... it happen... but strangely when i play sports it doesn't come... hmmph... aniwae ya i am glad to have a friend who motivates me!! halawah has been such a sweetheart!! she is patient and motivates me and very enthu.... but sadly she has to go off this july to NIE... and then there is red who is so fun to hang out with and quite sweet too... atleast now i got company to run :) i also realise that runniing with friend is much better than alone ..... Aniwae ya today was quite hectic.. and two of my friends at work are really down.... and i felt sad looking at their condition.... i can't really see ppl who are sad and feeling down or angry...wish i can do something to cheer them up... For me i can't really listen to sad and depressing stories... i will have this "funny" feeling and i will feel sad and sorry and all those feelings... sometimes i dun even noe how to react because i am in no position to help them... and i hate it when i can't help ppl when i noe they are in need or sad...especially those i consider as friends..... and i will start blaming myself at times... ya that is a part of me... So for her, me and my friends will buy her some stuff and spread the love! For him, hmmm.. i did pass a note.. and i seriously dunnoe how to help.. but hopefully we will cheer him up by cracking lame jokes and pray that all will be well again.... Ooooo.. the bell just rung/!! gtg!!