Wat a day!!! Hectic... exhaustion.. and sleepy... probably coz of the trip...
Aniwae KL trip is super fun!!! finallie able to take picture at KLCC tower there... Ate a lot!!! love subway!!! Problems at home again.. wondering why she is like tat???... but surprisingly i am not as affected as before...probably i am too tired and my work is piling!!!
FYI: i cut my hair a bit... and halawah dyed my hair for me..not so obvious but I LIKE!!! :)
I am super lucky to have her as my friend!! yea!! she will do make up.. do hair.. do facial!! hahhahahha

Today i felt so errr.. energyless!! i can't wait for this week to end!! with floorball games (semi & finals) my observation... haiya!! this week probably i will just drag myself through the week...will reserve my energy for the observation... aargghh!!!!

Hmmm and next monday i shall reward myself..since i have no plans....probably i will go pamper myself or should i just spend hours in front of tv??? hmmm the latter sounds good tooo!!

Okay i guess i need my vitamin c badly now.. *crossing finger* to go home at 6 30 latest!!!


current mood: no mood! organizing my thoughts... behaving like a robot... my feelings are numb!! thanks to Mr 'Work'!!

Loving Akon Songs again!!!!
Really relaxing!!

Aniwae me now no mood... Just want to complete my work!! which i have tonnes!!!!
Hecking care!!!!!!!!!

Can't wait to go KL... tat's all i am thinking about and nothing else!!! :)
ANd of course next week :P

Tatatat~!

This is it..

THAT WAS IT??...

yesterday = unexpected!!

today = a disappointment!!

tml = Hectification!

thurs = LOVABLE :)

fri - sun = ENJOYMENT!!!

went JB just now... and yesternite me ended up at yishun dam with my sister.... Pegi JB buat baju and then eat and eat and eat!!! syiok!!! wahahhax! thank god my stomach was okay :) DUNNO why this song is still stuck in my head ever since yesterday.... previuosly was the korean song now this.... By selena gomez - a year without rain Can you feel me when I think about you With every breath I take Every minute no matter what I do My world is an empty place It's like I've been wandering the desert For a thousand days don't know if it's a mirage but I always see your face baby I'm missing you so much Can't help it I'm in love A day without you is like a year without rain I need you by my side don't know how I'll survive A day without you is like a year without rain The stars are burning I hear your voice in my mind Can't you hear me calling My heart is yearning like the ocean that's running dry Catch me I'm falling It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet (Won't you save me) There's gonna be a monsoon When u get back to me ......

it's the same thing sayang.... Wahahahahx!! update later :)

Menghapus jejakmu..... Still loving the song :) I dunnoe it will be this tough.... there is always uncertainty... trying to wash away all the thoughts and start anew tapi ade aje yang tak kene...haix... pls give me strength :)

STop changing my story!... how to tell u that i dun like it when u always change the direction of how the story flows... it is MY STORY!!! Wat i did was just to keep quiet abt it but i am afraid that it will mean yes and to approve of the changes.. damn fazi... u have to speak up!!!! been keeping up with my exercise routine...good job to me!!! my motivation is err... dun really have.. actually i just want to make some changes... but was inspired by my friend to run initially.. I am not at the running stage yet... hopefully soon!!!! reached the slow jogging pace..trying not to walk :) and overcoming the pain!! Just looking forward to the weekend!! :) i want to sleep more!!

I hate it! weekend felt so fast!!!! Thanks to U... it set me thinking of soo many things... i chose to believe wat i want to believe... stop confusing me can??... i dun really know how to master reading between the lines so most of the time i willl just take the meaning literally!!! but i can so called read people's action a bit..so ya i really hope ppl will just say things directly to me.... i am really lost when u ask me to decipher things.... this is one of my weakness.. and i hate it... ANiwaeee... Saturday... spend the entire day with my granny...very the last minute plan... love her to the max!! miss the presence of my grandpa... *sobz* surviving... less than 5 more mths!!! helpz!! hehee... no distractions plz for me!!!! :)

Been a wild week 4 me... wanted to start slow with jogging and stuff but now i have jogging buddies... hal and red... they can run!! hahahahx... and my stomach problem start all over again just like in Jc days.. sheesh.. why am i not surprise... in JC days i can't really run alot coz my abdomen is it?... upper part of the stomach willl hurt like shit!! then it can get use to it.. took abt 2 mths? .. so now when i start to run... it happen... but strangely when i play sports it doesn't come... hmmph... aniwae ya i am glad to have a friend who motivates me!! halawah has been such a sweetheart!! she is patient and motivates me and very enthu.... but sadly she has to go off this july to NIE... and then there is red who is so fun to hang out with and quite sweet too... atleast now i got company to run :) i also realise that runniing with friend is much better than alone ..... Aniwae ya today was quite hectic.. and two of my friends at work are really down.... and i felt sad looking at their condition.... i can't really see ppl who are sad and feeling down or angry...wish i can do something to cheer them up... For me i can't really listen to sad and depressing stories... i will have this "funny" feeling and i will feel sad and sorry and all those feelings... sometimes i dun even noe how to react because i am in no position to help them... and i hate it when i can't help ppl when i noe they are in need or sad...especially those i consider as friends..... and i will start blaming myself at times... ya that is a part of me... So for her, me and my friends will buy her some stuff and spread the love! For him, hmmm.. i did pass a note.. and i seriously dunnoe how to help.. but hopefully we will cheer him up by cracking lame jokes and pray that all will be well again.... Ooooo.. the bell just rung/!! gtg!!

Been a while since i blog... had a wonderful weekend!!... last week had also been a healthy week for me except friday!! hahah instead of jogging i went to lepak at arab street.. ANiwae to day sux! tml i guess the same~!! wat is worst is tat..i can't join fahmy red and the rest for dinner... haiz!!...tml wishing that my day might be a little better... praying for miracle! wed..hmmmm... cca and cca!! thurs and fri i am loving it...THEN WEEKEND!! and the cycle begins all over again!! but i realise that i have to enjoy every moment coz u might never noe when is your last day.... so i am now trying hard to be as positive as possible.. and also practising the law of attraction.....