sometimes

Saw the photos that your friend tagged u in....

Kinda feeling angry and maybe depressed a bit...

I noe it is your life... but why do i feel like i am not in your life anymore....
I dunnoe whether is it me or u....

Baru ajer we kluar...u dun bother telling me anything.. i was so patient with u that sepatutunyer kiter kluar berdue ajer but dier banyak pandai bawak sedarenyer... like ape seh! and then dier mcm dah berubah lah... i dunnoe whther it is me or u that have changed.... aaargghh!!! damn facebook too... it can show more than we expected.... u and ur kawan2 boleh belah lah!!

sekarang... i dunnoe whther to pretend i dun see it or to confront it.... i guess being me... i will probably pretend that i dun see it and keep this case closed!!! aaaarrgghh!!!! i am just waiting for the right time.....

sometimes to be good it is not easy... ppl will "push" u away.... and sometimes to be bad i guess it is easier and u feel accepted at the same time...

Now then i realise how important it is to have a true friend....

Now mcm like i feel like there is no one around me yang i can rely 100% on... sometimes the closest to u may not be the right person to rely on... and sometimes a stranger can help u when u r really in need.... so who to trust??? who to rely on??? still working it out... but i noe God is fair and that is why He blessed me with many good colleagues around at work... i can't have the best of both world rite... that is how i can see it positively...


Current mood: 99% sianz.... 75% missing-u-mood..... 100% thankful to God.....20% happy (have not had a good luff since days ago....)