I have lost the purpose of coming home...
ALot of things have been going on.. been avoiding everyone in the family...
dunnoe wat i am doing.... not wanting to go home....
kinda feel bad coz i made my friends hang out with me till late...wat's wrong with me!!

Okay i am locking myself in the room right now... later going to meet farida at her place.. how exciting... been thinking thru... i am making the situation worst i think....

Now i shalll write down the solution that worked best on me...those having same problems should try out...

1. Ms Yani advised me to SWITCH OFF! (tat means.. ignore watever she say) and i am going to do just that... i will only talk to her if i find it necessary... this also apply to my adik and maybe my whole family... i dun want to inform them about anything that happen in my life or at skool.. useless.. no one want to hear it anyway... they will just tak layan..so why waste my breathe rite...

2. Enjoy my life.. go out with friends... shall not burden them with my problems anymore.. i reallly feel bad... so the best thing go out and enjoy and laughing it out (my crazy friends..esp that reduan.. the funniest joker i ever met! he will do nonsense and kuku stuff and never fails to make me luff! though at times it can be quite annoying but funny lah he

3. If i have any problems i will write down in my diary (i do have a diary hor!) and of course will tell darsha!! or my elder sis... they are the ones who noes me inside out... coz i have been bothering her since years ago... hehhehehe and shall not upset the rest :)

4. Life is too short... gonna do the right thing now that benefits me!! work and soon study.. no more finding for mr right! he don't exist!!!! wasting my time onlee!!!

Aniwae i am glad that my colleagues are my FRIENDS...... they are all very helpful!!
thank you and soory to trouble u guys too...
faridah.halawah.yani.rita.hazel.fahmy.reduan.gaya.JC.addy.gab.mabel.and zaki. Thanks for being there when i needed someone.