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wanted to blog yesterday nite... but as usual... when i am on my bed.. my eyes auto shut...

Yesterday was one hell of a day... in school was hectic and all as usual... it happen after school... had no appetite to eat though i am deadly hungry... then went out with the usual ppl.... went to arab street.. still no appetite to eat!!!!!!! aarghh... i think masuk angin is it??? i dunnoe also...

Then after tat met darsha ... finally i decided to drop by her office at woodland... on the way in the train then i realise why i have no appetite and kind of hard to put a smile... luffing is another story coz the ppl i go out with is funny to the max!!! just smiling is kind of difficult for me nowdays ever since that faithful day...

So when i met darsha i kind of pour out my problems which surprisingly i have kept inside me for so long... We re-open the topic again...

The 3 things she advise me to do:
1. do not feel guilty
2. learn to love yourself
3. smile (which is now i find the hardest to do)

I think it is a good advice.. it can appply to other ppl also... I am very glad that i shared with her my problem coz she is the onlee one who noes me inside out except for my younger sis of course... but u noe wat my adik has been neglecting me ever since she and my kakak is having korean addiction... they will watched the youtube like 24 hrs... talk to her like talking to the wall.. so tat is why now i prefer to go home late and hang out rather than be at home and alone...

Gonna start work very soon... hopefully the 3 things will help me out in terms like this...

everything happen for A reason... and i am still wondering why it happen??