It has been such a long time since i took 859 home... i was deep in thought throughout the ride home...

What goes around come arounds...i believe in that...
My turn has come... This life is a cruel game... just when i thought everything is smooth sailing and happie... sorrow and sadness just appeared...
Just now was hectic but had a great dinner with fabulous colleagues...but the THOUGHT came back...

Why is it at times i feel like i dun deserve happiness.... ppl say i laugh alot and laugh easily but that doesn't indicate i am happy... it just mean that i am entertained and amused by funny stuff... at home my mom plays a major role in affecting our life!! She still treats me like a teenager and i am 24!!!! and at work alot of stuff but thanks to my colleagues!
finding distractions to remove that feeling of mine!! i hate it when i can't control how i feel... can't give it up.... see lah!! gatal fazilah... got someone love u.. i dun want and break it off... and when i really like that someone.... he don't reciprocate and better off with someone... haiz.. wat a cruel joke!

Ya aniwae update about my crush.. added him on facebook.. THANKS to my friends for influencing me... aiyoh wonder why i do that sia... pai seh now.. but what the hell.... imagine GIRLS making first movE????? itu nama nyer GILER!! but wat to do i can be thick skinn at times coz i am used to rejection?? hahahhahax!!! advice to girls out there :- dun do anything stupid unless u are sure about the guy's feeling towards you. back to him.. my adik say not bad!! and hal also say cute... hahha... and ya to admit.. he is one of my distraction but still can't get over THAT FEELING of mine....see la... hopefully it will be gone soon before it is too late....oopz... i wonder whether i put my blog add in my facebook... die if my crush read this!! ahhahahax... please hope that he won't read this...hopefully he won't check out my profile page!! SO SMART arh FAZI!!
aniwae....**IF u happen to read this... just pretend u never read k!! i will assume u never read also...**

PS:- Never judge a book by its cover ppl!! :)