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I had a harsh morning... mom had been mad at me for coming home late for past few days... i went out with my colleagues onlee mah..
I cancelled all my plans for today because SHE said that we might go out with my aunt... and since she was angry at me yesterday.. and the day before... she didn't even talk to me... and today i found out she exclude me from the outing.... WAT THE HELL!!! so i had to stay home alone!!! wat the fuck!! i am pissed... i mean u already told me that we going out and i cancelled my plans and u do this to me!!! i was angry!! whenever i had problems with my mom.. the first person i call will be darsha... but i dun want to disturb her u see... so i sat down and watch tv to cool myself down... sometimes i really hate my mom!! she is so childish and not understanding at all!!!!!! tried to reason with her..NO USE!!!!! hello i am 24!!
But luckily my sister came back from skool and told me that she did not want to join my mom and aunt... she asked me to go out with her.. so ape lagi.. we went town... watched movie.. Just Go with it (DAMN FARNI and SWEET!!) eat ayam penyet ria and bought tees from mango and a small bag from mango and jln jln.... then lepak at starbucks at yishun.... guess who we saw..hyrul and irwan shah.. but as usual i am blind at nite so i actually looked at them without really knowing hu they are until my sis say... isn;t that hyrull... haiz.. need to wear specs already!!!! so many youngsters in town..mostly couples.. including gay couples.. hahaha... and the only person i remember is this bodybuilder guy... hhahhaaha the rest are all so young!! oh and one interesting thing... in teh cinema there is this cina guy who watch movie alone and sat beside me... a bit the gay ... suddenly the phone fell on my feet!! terkejut... lucky tak melatah... thought some animal crawling or something...hmmph wat else arh....okay basically nothing much... really enjoyed the day with my younger sister....

*for the first time u r not in my mind animore... finally....
** "THANKS" to my friend HAL and HAZ..i am starting to think about the person we discuss about...he is cute... good boy...funny...very funny...very very funny and smart.... but will he like me?? do i deserve him?? i am sure he is well liked by many girls too... but i think i will go with the flow lah... but i learnt my lesson.. dun ever make the first move!!! it is always the guy... but hopefully i won't fall for him sia... later he dun want then i will die suffering... okay fazilah dun think so much!!!!!! just go with the flow... if he likes me then i will be overjoyed lah... but if he don't we will still be friends :)
so now i will try not to think about him so much coz i might fall for him and it is risky!! i need distractions!! aaarghhh!!!