cold weather

It is very cold today. Has been raining since like early in the morning till now... wow! weird weather...

Yesterday had weird dream.. super weird dream.. and sometimes dream can be so real... i experienced it last nite...

Now i feel like going swensen to eat my coit tower!!! anyone??? will disturb my friends to go out with me.. hahhahha!!!

My friend has a problem.. so obvious larh.. but she didn't want to tell us... we can be considered quite close but not close like how me and darsha is lah.. i respect her decision by not telling us or me but it is like she is so affected by it.. she felt disturbed... she is tat kind i think that like to keep things to herself....
Aniwae ya sometimes i felt like i am the one that made her sad or down but i can't figure out what i did u see... as far as i noe she is okay with me... aiyah maybe some ppl like tat...
I just pray that she will be alrite and hopefully she will find a solution to her problem...

For me if i am angry at someone i will not talk to the person but i will hint or tell them at a later day that i am angry at them.. hehhehe so that they are guilty....if i am jealous or disappointed at someone i might do the same... i may blog about it.... i used to keep everything to myself but i have learnt that it is tooo painful... so i learnt to open up when i am in jc i think... ya felt better and more confident... but i understand somethings u just have to keep to yourself to avoid trouble or a messy situation.. that is why darsha is always there for me though sometimes i can be angry at her.. but she will noe of course... hhahhaha.... so ya anything about me..my problem.. my crazy crushes.. my love ..she will know about it...it is good to have a bestfriiend who does not work at the same workplace or study at the same skool... more things to talk about and more interesting.... remember the previous post about the mistake i made... she knows it too.. i tried to hide it from her but it was too painful.. i used to cry myself to sleep when experiencing that but after sharing the problem... half the burden is like gone!! hahhaax.. a bestfriend i think is important! so hu is your bestfriend???