Sad day!

It has been so long since i cried. it was horrible. my eyes were so bengkak when i left the theatre.
Tat is my weakness. i will always cry when watch sad hindi movie.. coz maybe i too absorb in the story....
Of course the hindi movie is My Name is Khan. I am not a terrorist. That is his dialogue.
Okay basically he is autistic. I had come across one autistic boy but not so bad like him but ya reminded me of that boy. The way he behave and everything. The movie is touching and of course there are some humour injected to it but not so much though.. so practically i cry..then dried up and cry again... it's very touching story... ppl just watch it okay! i spot a couple of chinese fella watching it too.. it was 12 noon movie at yishun gv...and then went to eat coz i haven eaten my lunch but my sisters and mom had. so i wanted to eat long john.. freaking pack..mac also... haiz... it suppose to be cny u noe... and it was like 3 plus... shouldn't they be at home or prepare for the reunion?? tat one i stil dun understand till now...

Aniwae finally gotten a place at mac..Okay k back to the movie... It is damn nice!!
I dunnoe whther i post it before but last sem i was thinking that i may not want to be a primary school teacher all my life...after my dip.. i serve my bond... then i will take my degree... then serve another bond.. then i will quit... i really want to teach in special needs school... like last year went wit my sister and friend to like do their hair, i saw a down syndrome boy...i mean he is so cute and can say smart.. it is very satisfying to see that they achieve something....thought of just joing now but i have no experience in like fully take care of them... so i thought i will serve the pri school first then learn more so that i will manage those special needs ppl...
I noe it is not easy... i mean in future i have to set up my own family myself.. and then if i teach in special needs school, my responsibility will increase..,. i'm afraid whoever my husband is would not want me to do it... even my mom dun encourage me qcoz the responsibility is huge and it will be quite sad for me.. but i have make up my mind.... this is wat i want to do! i dun care whther ppl like it or not... b4 marrying whoever i will ask him whther approve if not i won't marry and help those children :) I guess my dream of becoming a principal afterall won't come true :) hahhahax.. sometimes u noe u dream of something and then something come in your way....u have to choose and decide which is the best for you... then you have to alter your path... tat's life... thankfully for me.. i think because of my boyish character i move on quite fast compared to others... i will be sad if someone hurts me or something but i think that it is useless to be sad.. so just move on and be happy...but this can be bad because other ppl will think u dun care type of person... haiz...difficult u noe living in this world...

Okay gonna clean up my messy table and start on my assignments.... full speed...need redbull!!!

*i'm sorry if somethings you wish to say but you can't because of me. if can u just say it i won't mind coz i'm no longer part of your life...