My room is finally spick and span!! I spent 4 and a half hour to clean my room.. Good job to me!! finally i can concentrate and do my lesson plans...Didn't go anywhere except in the morning to chong pang market... My adik is sick...she has stomach problem.. just like what i used to have aLWAYS..

Wanted to share my dream! i guess i think GOD has finally answered my prayers... it is very rare since i dream abt H.. yesterday he appear in my dream... we were walking at this pavement and then a lorry in front skidded and overturn..the metal parts of the lorry flew off and this big part wanted to hit me.. and guess wat!! H use his bare hand and shield me from those parts and end up injuring his hands...he actually saved my life in that dream...after tat i felt guilty because i realise i did not fit to be his gf because he is super nice!! Ya so tat's my dream.. i dunnoe what it means but i guess it's time for me to be nicer to H and will try to love him again because afterall he is my Knight in SHiny Armour in the dream lah of course...

So ya i guess i have to let go and totally forget about THE ONE! it is hard but i realize it is the correct path... Go with the person who loves you not the one you love.... Since i am still unsure wat is love... i guess i got nothin to lose... H and me will be together and slowly i think maybe after marriage i will then know what is true love...

Goodbye to you .. i will fade away from your life slowly... and wish you all the best with her... I gave up...