Guess wat!! unproductive day! bejeweled damn addictive. didn't do anything!!!!!!!
But had fun catching up with friends on msn.. its quite rare i talk to like quite a number of ppl in msn... usually the same main friends...
ANiwae my nenek is sick.. i just found out she has been vomiting today also...i am really scared...
she is 90 already and i'm afraid to lose her... losing my grandpa is not easy for me..... i regret not calling the ambulance for him and i can see how painful for him to walk even a single step to take taxi.. his eyes are full of pain taking the stairs down.. he is struggling every minute in the icu... he wants to drink coke on his last days but the stupid nurse won''t let him!!! he is so kind to ask me to go to prom when he is sufferin... but i made the right choice by staying with him... the time i spent with him while waiting for his turn to check up is the most memorable moment for me..
till now i feel like he is with me... though my skool is near to his kubur i was not allowed to visit him alone...i guess she is afraid.. but i will always wait for the timewhen my mom ajak ...i love him the most in the family but he left me...Now my nenek is sick... i'm afraid to lose her too... sometime i wish i will be the one who will go first coz i really can't bear to lose my loved ones...
tml i will ask my mom to bring her to Dr Jasmine. I dun care.. she muz be treated fast!
I will pray for you nenek! Please be well!! i noe its tough coz your body system is not the same anymore due to aging but i still want u to back like normal when tok was around...
tat is why i think in relationship a break up is nothing compared to losing your loved ones due to death... for a break up u noe she or he is there still but when someone dies... its a different thing..
u got to treasure your loved ones...
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