back to business

I felt like writing all over again!! Had vowed not to write!!
This year seems to have a good start despite the terrible and messed up life i had at the end of last month.

Updates: My last sem in NIE. practicum at Xishan Primary. Appreciating life better. Learning to save money. Trying to look for mr right still.

I will miss my NIE friends so much after we graduate. Confirm we won't be seeing each other again since all of us are becoming teachers and teachers dun have time to hang out after school and chill with their friends. Furthermore, most of my friends are at the east but thankfully there are some in woodlands.. yishun.. hougangs...

Have been watching movies that actually highlight the point that it is better to live with someone who loves you then someone whom you loves. I guess i found that someone?? but why do i have the feeling that he is not the right one for me!! why!!

just now Dr png was talking about how guys and women communicate. i mean women are more long winded and will most likely to suplly details but not for man.. but why it is not in my case? why am i not like any other girls? why must i have guys characteristics in me??!!! why can't i be someone who can differentiate louise vutton and bonia??? why can't i be the girlfriend who like to whine and complain??? why can't i be the one who cry over some quarrels instead of my bf? why can't i be the one who loves to talk on the phone with my bf?? why!!!! maybe i was born like that.. how can i change myself sia.. i am old now!!

till now he stil dun understand me and we keep fighting until i doubt he is not the right one for me...but he is not letting go..difficult position...

aniwae.. i was surprised to come across this person blog...his thinking and his way of writing seems very familiar.. then i read his entries..somehow i can visualise and some events i actually experienced it before.. interesting!! but i felt pity for him.. to me i think he needs to be with his friends.. i can't see someone struggling.. he studies in school late and i think he have commitments in rugby thingy.. i felt like his friends should be around him to study together or to cheer him up...but he is a good boy i guess... so ya i believe that if he has a clean heart and work hard, he will suceed in life.. i really want to noe what happen in the end to this good guy.. hopefully it will work out for him..

i still love bollywood!!