REFLECTION\

Haiz.. my dce assignment is going nowhere..

Actualkly it's kinda of depressing when i realise that most of my friends.. or all of my friends that i noe of is like finishing.. stress me out like a freak!!!

I actually did plan what to do.. i thought it was okay..i suppose to finish everything by saturday. then chatted with some of my friends they are like finishing or has already finished. I feel shitty. I thought i was quite organize and a hardworker but i realise i am still a slacker just like in JC days. Haiz.. my friends are all damn on the go and good and hardworking and nice but not me.. it's kinda quite pressuring mentally.. but i trying to keep cool.. but i can't.. tat's why i blog.. went out with darsha.. actually wanted to spend time togethere but since she also will be having exams(prelims) next week so we went out to study.. kinda release stress.. B4 entering NIE i thought i would change myself to be hardworking and consistent but i just can''t...it's not me...haiz.. i am the person who do work when it is necessary and a bit last minute.. i dun really have a strong belief in working hard first then enjoy later because i realise after we work hard..there are more work for us to do.. and u will become MAD!! hehehe.. for me i prefer to enjoy when between work..call my slacking time.. i dunnow whther it's right.. but it makes me happier!! tat's all that matters..

I think i make the right friends but i can't keep up with them... so it's me the problem..haiz.. wish i was like them...nvm now i will just do at my own pace..no choice.. i can't really do much if i'm stress.. haiz..

Okay going back to DCE assignment...

will miss Darsha!!