Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Throat HurTz

Itchy.. *scratch scratch* my throat hurtz
today was kinda busy
after skool rushed to sengkang but before that had a quick proper meal of the day with pris and yi fong
took a merz cab from JP to sengkang and guess wat?!! 20 bucks in total... heart pain sia.. but had a comfortable sleep in the taxi..
helped her to do her stuff and all till 8 plus and damn sway missed both buses.... so i took a cab home but this time is half the price.. haiz.. money gone~!
but reached home quite early 9 pluz

Mom pressured me AGAIN AND AGAIN to keep track of fara's studies... esp mathz.. she want fara to be like the top in class.. terrible!!! tat's why i kept myself busy all week juzt to avoid this kind of stuff... pressure from mom and all... keeping yourself busy can also be good coz u will lose track of time somehow and it makes time go faster so i am able to meet him during weekendz "QUICKLY".

Mid year exams coming = more stress coz of my tuition kidz and cousins and studentz and sister.. wow~! actuallie to think of it, i dun really have a life.. everything is very messy and all.. the only time i hav a life is when i'm out with him or my friendz which is like weekends or once a month.. the rest i spend in skool or at home stoning and sleeping...

trying not to think so much... going with the flow... trying how to say no to otherz and live for myself instead of others... meaning, getting control of myself and not getting pressured or control by others.. independent woman katakan...

going to sleep alreadi.. ZZZzzzZZZzzz

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