Friday, April 27, 2007

Attraction of the oppositez

friday finallie~!!! wee~! love saturdayz!!!
marking haven finish :( reach home only mark a few scriptz before i start dozing off.... haiz... too tired.. felt quite lethargic actuallie
my routine.. wake up 530..leave house 610 take train go skool.. gohome late...either got tuition or from skool late... on the way back *( train journey ) will fall asleep like nobody busineesss.. haiz my image no more alreadi... feeling like an old auntie... i don't bother about my apearance alreadi.. growin fatter too.. hhehehex... so ya maybe it's juz tat feeling bored...but obviously if u go out with someone speciAL then of course image important mah...hahahhax so ya... only saturdayz and soemtimez sunday? friday? i will look lively :) the rest of the dayz u can ask some of the studentz.. my hair is unkempt and my face will hav tat sianz face... heheheh will alwayz yel at them..poor 2F but they seriously are so bloody notoriouz.. i mean not all obviously...there is this cute sweet girl pamela who will alwayz ask the class to stand keep quiet and greet... and of courrse the innocent and naive tian luck and lay guan and bahrul and few otherz... they are so decently cute...girls like chyi shin and hui juan and hwee lun are so nice and i feel bad coz i would waste their time scolding the black sheepZZZZ.... i noe i noe.... sheep no plural form.. heheheh..
Aniwae now listening to taufik song... so the touching....hahhaax.. love taufik and johnathan from singapore idol!! they are my 2 fav singapore idol.. but above all taufik rawkz!!!! weeee~!
oh ya 2B class.. hahha they are so cute....love them to bitz.. they alwayz make myday.. ahhaha though i scolded them and sa bo them to the extreme... it's hardto be angry at them..
so ya to sum up... students make my mood changes.... hahaha seriously... but outside curriculum time they are all very nice ppl... haha wat to do... afterall they are all now still trying to figure out wat the real world going to be like... so we can't blame them TOTALLY.. but we can STILL BLAME them.. evil me~!

going home to change and then head off to tuition at jurong east~!

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

speechless

IN the staffroom.. sleepie... bored... but has alot of stuff to complete..especially marking which came in yesterday... haiz.. hate to give hw coz i got to mark but i left with no choice...
aniwae yesterday was a very good day...
  • HE passed his TP for the dunnoe wat class driving...
  • went out wit him
  • my first prac lesson for driving...

the sad thing was tat he got to go off soon and me too...sobz sobz.. hate ns man... but actuallie even if he got no ns still can't enjoy coz i'm sloggin here..

exam comin and kinda feel stressed for the students... esp 2F coz they hav not been listening and get distracted easily...but my friends told me tat it is not worth it to be stressed because of them,, they don't respect me as a teacher in clss.. and they don't cooperate... why mus i feel stressed coz of them...whn i look back,,, it's kinda true... i am also only a relief teacher... lucky they got me than no teachr at alll.. but i'm happy atleast like 2 or 5 people actuallie listened to me... an achievement... so now i dun bother animore...hehhehez tat's why i'm bored and sleepy coz i am not stresss or panic....

awaiting for my busy day to start.. which is at 11am right up to 830pm :( i apologized to those who hav been messaging me and i did nt repply back coz i got this problem of putting my hp inside my bag and totally forget abt it... at hme my phone will be in my bag still!!! hehehhez and my mind is pack and i very the busy tooo.. so ya... so sorry,,, don't mind if i reply u all one day later... hehhehe

gonne mark alreadi... sianz~!

Sunday, April 22, 2007

don't matter!!

been busy lately...yep my hectic schedule is drawing near... no time for myself... monday skool till 6.. meeting and then will fly off to jurong for tuition till 10 pluz
tuesday driving prac lesson till 6 pluz and meeting him :)
wednesday hav tuition thursday tooo then friday tooo... sat too... sun tooo... then mon too... haiz............. hahhahaha
okay k..yesterday went jb... had alot of mosquitoes bitez all over... serve me right for wearing skirt... then ya nearly get killed on the middle of the road... jaywalking u see.. was quite boring... nothin better to do so i flirted with this macdonald mat ... hahaha he is kinda cute... this is wat happen..before we approach the counter i taught my sis how to order in malay..then at last she pushes it to me and therefore i said this " can i have 2 large coke and 2 harshbrowns?" hahahah plan failed.. and he kinda gave an evil laughter and he also said in english all..hahaha so ya we ask for chillies and the lids but it is actually by the side.. duh we are so singapore...then atlast trying to be polite i said terima kasih.. and he said bye bye.. hahhaha
and then he cleared our stuff and i juz look back and he look and we exchange smiles and say bye bye :) made a new friend!! hahhaha
hate it when i hav quarrels with him... kinda berpanjangan but ya thankfully everything is fine now.. THANKS TO ME FOR BEING PATIENT ENUFF!!! hehehex
now i love akon!!!! his voice is so unique!! love the music vid dont't matter... good bod!!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Throat HurTz

Itchy.. *scratch scratch* my throat hurtz
today was kinda busy
after skool rushed to sengkang but before that had a quick proper meal of the day with pris and yi fong
took a merz cab from JP to sengkang and guess wat?!! 20 bucks in total... heart pain sia.. but had a comfortable sleep in the taxi..
helped her to do her stuff and all till 8 plus and damn sway missed both buses.... so i took a cab home but this time is half the price.. haiz.. money gone~!
but reached home quite early 9 pluz

Mom pressured me AGAIN AND AGAIN to keep track of fara's studies... esp mathz.. she want fara to be like the top in class.. terrible!!! tat's why i kept myself busy all week juzt to avoid this kind of stuff... pressure from mom and all... keeping yourself busy can also be good coz u will lose track of time somehow and it makes time go faster so i am able to meet him during weekendz "QUICKLY".

Mid year exams coming = more stress coz of my tuition kidz and cousins and studentz and sister.. wow~! actuallie to think of it, i dun really have a life.. everything is very messy and all.. the only time i hav a life is when i'm out with him or my friendz which is like weekends or once a month.. the rest i spend in skool or at home stoning and sleeping...

trying not to think so much... going with the flow... trying how to say no to otherz and live for myself instead of others... meaning, getting control of myself and not getting pressured or control by others.. independent woman katakan...

going to sleep alreadi.. ZZZzzzZZZzzz

Monday, April 9, 2007

still pending...
i am a computer idiot in all this thing...
trying to explore more..
it set me thinkin why like most of my students are able to do nice blog and dunnoe what the heck they edit and modified but NOT ME?... it's simple..lack of exposure...
in smss, i dunnoe wat on earth we are doing.. we only noe how to chat and that's all.. then come to jc study and all and hang out wit friendz... so i noe NUTZ about these stuff...not only me but my elder sis too.. and of course i believe tat there are others out there like me tooo...feel sad for myself...
tat's why i came up with the blog name "GOOD 4 NOTHIN"
besides practically me bein abit useless... this bloog i predict may not really interest readers out there who are into political views and all.. this is juz another ordinary good for nothin blog where i will randomly jot downz my thoughtz...and maybe even hot gossip :P or complains... but CREATIVE THINKERS WILL FIND THE SOLUTION TO THE PROBLEM and not COMPLAIN!! [sound familiar to westwoodians?? mr Ang mention this during assembly talk] i find his talk rather interesting and beneficial, but i dun think the student body really feel the connection or inspired by his talk as most of them lack the depth of maturity...so ya tat's it... for now...

hopefully by bloggin it wil help readers to understand me more and be boringly entertained by my crapz~!
by the way i used to hav a blog in the msn space but tired of it..hehez :) so i quit alreadi..