All is just an excuse.
But nevertheless i respect your egoistic decision. Just hope it is never too late when u come to realize your mistake. I may be there for you or may not be.

Updates:
Addicted to the song!! Sunshine love!! i will listen to that 30-minute remix at least three times a week.
Yesterday was unexpected. Went to party but i left early. i guess i made the right decision walaupun tak puas. today damn sleepy sia!!! wonder whther i can survive throughout the nite.

But i really need to loosen myself... i think there is too much tension in my body. I need to go body combat and punched both faces!! 

Still waiting for your text........... where oh where art thou????

case closed :)

10 minutes to write.

Yesterday all my problem finally solved!
My mind is now at peace. Bad news is that once again i lost my bestest friend.
Good news atleast i understand why and it has a closure.

Soooo lesson learnt:

1. It is just your luck that you meet the wrong kind of people. Tried hard to adapt but u just cant be giving in all the way.
2. Some people will never apologizE even though he noes he is in the wrong. I accepted it aniwae coz to me wat matters are the time spent together be it in happiness or sadness.
3. Some people will run away from problems and come back to u after everything. They think it is simple but they did not understand how we on the other side feel. They think they are not in the wrong. I accept it aniwae. I value the good times more.
4. Some people will not forgive easily and watever good things u do to him just disappear. he harps on the bad things. Well done! 
5. To be with a perfectionist is difficult. They claimed they are perfectionist but they are not even close to being perfect. They are just messed up. 

I did try my best to fight for this and it doesn't turn out the way it should. This is life. 
Nothing is fair. sometimes u just have to accept it. I guess it is my bad luck to meet such people. 
ANiwae i am much much happier now and more freedom.. i guess now i got too much freedom.. hhahahah!

Ya lah a chapter of my life has closed.
They say when the ending is not happpy, it means it's not the end. Coz it is always a happy ending.
Bullshit! hahhahaa!

true friends do last a lifetime..

I will not disappoint my friends :) i will stay happy just for them and i want them to be proud of me :):)

Anew

all is over! FInally!!!
Now i fully understand how it feel after everything is over for the last time! :)
Update u guys more during my free period.

Looking forward to saturday!!

Once i let the negative thoughts infiltrate my brain, everything had been negative.
Damn.. need alot of positive energy dosage.
Updates:
(Career) my class neglected.. thanks to floorball.. i miss them!!
              my senior girls competing for the 3rd and 4th place
              my senior boys competing for championship
              my work/marking piling and all i could do is watch!!
(study)   Assignments after assignments! it will stop in 3 weeks time
             not attending class :(
(family)  so far so good. :)

Okay chao!