pitbull

I feel like writing!!
10 more minutes before i start my werk...

I have successfully put everything behind me... nasi sudah menjadi bubur.. all is dead and gone! wahahah! inspired by justin timberlake..
3rd week of my exercise routine.. still feeling abit lazy but i got to push myself.. and damn... i cant control my diet!! coz my belief is to be happy.. and no food=depress me. hahahah! i will work on it next week :)
i heck abt the marathon... coz i really want to tone my arms and legs again!! they are out of shape sia...
I love my gym buddies ; sattish.. darsha... fara(my sis) and my mom!!
hahahaha..but yang setia sattish lah.. yang lain depends on tehir timing and mood.. hahahha!! but sometimes i like to go alone :)

werk wise i taking it calmly.. alot to do.. but i will keep trying to be on task...so many politics and unhappiness.. i dun want to noe any more things already.. as long as i noe who can be trusted i am okay.... my colleagues will remain as colleagues... if i consider u my friend... i will talk merepek to u... and i am willing to wait for u to go home and willing to do anything for u.... but sharing general things abt me doesnt make u my friend k... i love to share stuff.. so to that person... noe where u stand bitch...it is all a fallacy.. see lah negative thoughts.. haiyz.. bersabar fazilah... hehehhehe

family is all goood... if there is negative energy..  will just withdraw myself... hehehe! it werks....

relationship wise... back to single... coz seriously no matter how nice..kind.. positive i am.. if the other party is having negative energy.. i cant take it lah... relak one corner dah eh bang.. i gonna stop finding... coz i have come to conclusion that all guys are the same!!!! all pondans are the same!!!! u can see the pattern... but u have to find the one that makes u happy ... they will still be the same but to wat extent they can make u happy... hahaha!!

my friends are busy also.. haix.. no parties for so long!!!

aniwae tml pitbull!!!!!!!!!!!! i soooo in love with him...... tml the concert! gonna dance the nite out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

let see... sept holiday cmg.. me not gg aniwhere.. stuck to school.. hahahah but i love it :)

gonna start my werk.... see u!

3 good

Think good
Feel good
Do good

that is my school values and beliefs. It is simple yet challenging for me. To build positive energy is not that simple. You have to start from scratch..and remove all negative thoughts..

I can do it and i want a lamborghini! hhehehe (takde makne eh)

weekend is always awesome!

weekends awesome!
instead of runnin.. end up partying!!!

Make it to the guest list of attica.. felt quite cool!
but didnt stay long coz had other plan at R!

I did put on weight sia after all the runs i did... gonna wait for 3 more weeks before i see result!! i survived one week of training with my loose ankle... heheh!

Friday - went to tailor baju and party
sat - tuition and gymming and CHENNAI EXPRESS
sun - jln raya and gymmin
After watching chennai express i feel like joinin my friend in sri lanka.. a country like away from all other countries... settle there and lead a small life there... That movie is good!! hilarious but touchin in the end..

Right now i am seriously dumpin people who are giving me unnecessary stress or problems...if that includes u my love... i got to do it... i got no time for all this bullshit.. dun take advantage of my kindness...

looking forward to this weekend! :)

the upcoming marathon is driving me crazy!

Okay first of all.. i just heck care and play along coz rite now i dunno what to feeel.. so many positive thoughts that i just cant get sad or depressed animore... thanks to the book

Oh ya maybe i should get another book about the secret!!!

Okay right now i am on a mission with my bestie... i signed up with her 21 km standard chartered marathon..1st dec... i really dun want but since she insist coz she is running alone..out of friendhsip i agree.. bear in mind that this is the first ever marathon i will be runnng in my entire life!! OURS!
So ya scolded her and all but what is done is done. so i am gg to take up the challenge and to do my very best. SInce this year has been a rough one for me... i guess i need to do something to prove myself that i am the same independent and strong woman that i have been for the past years.. started this week... have not been gymming for like 3 mths.... can feel the fats forming already,.. so i started last Tuesday. guess what??!! i sprained my ankle.. haiz..
then tried again to run yesterday.. but i survived onlee 30 mins... haiz....
gonna try this week!!

i will stay on

Give love before u can receive yours...

How could i forget this belief...
I am now trying very hard to improve my life (which i can see improvement already)... Thanks to the book Darsha lend me.. THE SECRET...Basically the forces and law of love and positivity...

Hari Raya was quite okay... not as fun as i expected... Met alll my relatives... almost... coz they visited my granny place... so the 4 days i am stuck at my granny place and my place and layaning visitors... i have no chance to wear my new clothes.. shoes and bags.. Onlee first day i went to cik nek place...

I really love my uncles! hhahha! i was observing during the visiting and i realize some of my character traits match with some of my uncles and cousins... basically the boys...

Aniwae i got green packets!!! hhahhaah!

Mr A has been so busy... sobz sobz... nearly wanted to ignore him but after talking to my experience kakaks... i realized that i have to understand his position...and give as much love as i can to support him... his job is like tat.. haiz why must he work as tat???? i got what i ask for but this is the consequences... gonna build up on my trust and hope i can stay on.... he warned me but i dunno it will be this hard :(

interesting

yesterday met up with shah and talked and talked for hours..
Made me realise i am fortunate and lucky.... problems that i am facing cant even be compared to theirs..
I am thankful because my parents have done a good job in raising us even though they are very strict and unreasonable at times but i guess that is why i am here leading a comfortable life...

These few mths i manage to be closer and meet up with many of my friends and i actually learnt quite a lot from them..i learnt about other people as well as myself.

What do i really want in my life? - only happiness?? maybe for now yes.. but i guess i need to think about the future tooo...haiz... Past forget it... no use thinking... oh btw i made the biggest mistake ever!!! and gonna heck it!! heehhehe

Afraid to lose you

There's always the first time...
yesterday was really an experience...
It changed my life...(sounds dramatic but ya it really did)
I am confuse now.... but whatever telah happen i really wish it is for the better....

Now i am full of negative thoughts!!!
STOP. THINK. DO! hahaha! job hazard
Gonna focus on the happy moments and look at happy things and say happy stuff and listen to happy things... weee!!
Positive energy please flow in me....

I am really gonna follow the ways of the SECRET