reflect

Otw to millenia walk.. Wanted to chill at home but my sis chased me out!!!!! Hahahah coz her friend is at my place.. So i guess my vigorous workout starts today :) sat whole day dedicated for my grandma.. Sunday shall gym maybe in the evening :) I am abit lost.. But i guess i will get used to it :) shall always remember halawah's advice and forming my own set of beliefs ;)

home sweet home

Finallie the day has come!! A long awaited rest :) oh ya forgot to blog yesterday.. Reduan fell and his wounds are deep.. Already i have fear of blood.. But i overcame it :) poor thing him.. Actually i nearly teared coz i am Scared and i need to Apply medication on him and i can like feel his pain.. Imagine if i were in his position... I will faint... Cry scream and etc... Aniwae for the next week gonna concentrate on my work and gymming... haiz gonna be lonely coz red gg off.. for a back to back trip.... Darsha has no off days... But i think i really need the time to be wit myself... Haiz... Okay me done here :)

back to back

Me at changi chalet now :) hectic hols so far.. From p5 then 2 days break then kl then ubin trip.. Finally i can rest on friday:) i am happy coz i have learnt many things.. about myself as well as others.. I am happy coz i am braver... Fear of heights mostly gone.. Fear of stray cats gone! Dogs too! Lizards a bit.. Darkness i am okay... Loneliness tooo!! Hahahahah! Not bad! Cycling i can finally declare that i can ride any type of bicycle!! Hahaha! So ya even though i am tired and all.. I gain alot of experiencez... The onlee thing that bothers me is u and u! Both make me sad at the freaking same time!! but being a strong lady i overcame it and i just need to control my emotions by keeping myself busy... Real busy.. 2 disappointments at once is no joke!! But i believe it will have a good endin.. Coz if it is not good.. It is not the end... Hahaha! Something like tat lah.. Taken from Om shanti om.. Hahahah Back to square one!