the truth

Atleast now i shall speak the truth and nothing but the truth... I think i am in love with pitbull!! There i said it! The story is my friend saw that sentence incomplete.. I was twittering and i was interrupted so i wrote i think i am in love... So had a talk with my friend and she talked to me... Ya i admit i had a crush on reduan but after getting to noe him better and his expectation... He dun like me in tat way... So ya i stopped my feeling and all already like a few mths ago... Then when she talked abt it.. Damn ya i think i rely on him too much... Haiz now i got an unrest mind... If not i just go with the flow and follow my heart :)

hmmm

Suddenly i miss my family... Have been neglecting them... got tonnes of werk!!! Tonite gonna get redbull or coffee and do my epms and floorball camp thingy!! haiya... Prediction 2 hrs of sleep and gonna stay away from my bed coz the bed spirit will drag me on my bed and force my eyes shut and make my body weak ... Hahhahahaa!! aniwae ya me now in the gym!! Guess wat i onlee did one round of jogging .. The next round my leg buat hal!! Nearly cramped.. I guess i overstretched :( Oh ya back to my family.. After next week i will be a good girl and stay at home... It is a real rollercoaster and merry go round... Dunnoe where is the end pt... And she still doesn't noe where she stands in my life!!! if i see her i feel like saying "fcuk off biatch!"but i can't .. Got a rep to protect :) all i can do is to ignore and walk off... Tats life.... As for work... Same thing day in and out... Rushing to complete my work... Crazy colleagues and friends to entertain me... Ya and i noe it sounds weird but i really treat a number of my colleagues as my friends :) they helped me alot and i will try my best to help them but i guess i am abit inexperience in all these things so ya... I think i gg to bathe now before the class finishes :)

over worked!

productive... Can't really say that yet... today woke up late!! I got to go skool for floorball hahhahah.. So my day started at eight.. Tats the time i woke up.. Was too tired i guess.. Didn't even hear my alarm rang.. Rushed to bath and my mom so sweet.. She sent me to school :) played floorball for a while wit the kids an later on cleared my table.. Underneath.. Then met red and off to gym... Actuallie me now in the gym.. Resting... Did my slow jog already... thanks to the hindi movie tat motivates me.. after this i guess i want to jln jln then at nite meet darsha!!! and hopefully i can get some work done :) gonna plan out wat to do wit my life and stop fooling around!!!! Gonna get my serious self out soon... I am 24 and yet i think i am not at that maturity level yet.. As in i still not sure abt how i gonna live my life and what will my future be.. Guess wat happen while i am typing this blog????? My eyes just shut for 2 seconds!!! i guess i am physically tired! i need sleep!! Sheesh!! Nvm tml gonna sleep whole day :) Okay gtg and do some arm toning before doing what i love most.. Tat is BATHING!!!! Wahahhaha!!! Chao!!

decision making..

Dunnoe whther i made the right decision... i guess i really need to be bold and be firm with my decision... But how u noe whether u are making the right one at tat instance???? haiz... My aim now is to learn abt decision making and how to decide quickly and benefits u and at the same time not hurting others... Sounds challenging rite!!! Ya maybe tats why i need to learn abt it :) Aniwae i am happier now :) dunnoe for watever reasons yet...so now i am self reflecting and ya finding reasons for watever i thinking and feeling

exam!!!

Now at unisim... Exam in abt 2 hrs time :) met two NIE friends and one MI friend :) dun care if u read this... U are seriously damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i appreciate watever u do for me :)

productive

Today is admin day :) quite slack actuallie... But am quite happie for the result :) I hate to let u go.. Nobody is perfect... woohooo!!! Btw i am listenin to tat song now... Lazy to type the whole lyrics :)

givin up

The onlee person i trust the most... She gave up on me...sobz sobz... i think i shall stop doing it.. Shall be a good girl now... and forever be happy go lucky... The onlee avenue that i can really trash out i guess is my 3 year old diary which is still active u noe... But once someone read it... Tats it!!! hahhahaha!! Lesson learnt: the onlee person u can trust and love the most is actuallie ourselves :)

mystery

I knew it will happen again... I just knew it.... I think i have sixth sense! :) kwang kwang kwang

interesting

http://www.iloveindia.com/astrology/sun-signs/aquarius/woman.html - learnt more abt myself!! And ya most of it is true :)

slamat hari raya haji!

Another special occassion... Family gathering :) went to gym!!! kinda fun :) hmmm can't wait to sign up :) but waiting for pay :( watched bhool bulaiya! ( i think i spelt it wrongly) loved the songs!! Hari ram hari krishna!!! :) now me into bollywood :) hmmm.... hmmmm.... hmmmmmm.... Do u noe that the 3 bloody words??!!! frustration and depression!! Tat explains my mood swings... lessons learnt: think with your brain.. Your heart dun think!! They just pump!!

Yesterday was cars shopping day!! folllowed my colleague to see cars... so interesting... haiz can't wait for 5 years time... 2016 when i can get my own car!!!! hehhehe!! then ate dinner.. interesting thing... we tried paclova... australian dessert at madjack... not that bad.. a unique dessert :)

Oh ya now gonna plan what to do with my life and do some self-reflection.. i need some goals i guess... tired of going with the flow... and "carefree" life...haiz... This year is like a "fun" year for me! as in i have been hecking care and just go with the flow.. not much achievement...not really progressing... and damn what am i doing in my life....

okay k.. hopefully by weeekend i can draft out a plan just for me myself and I :)

smile

Yesterday was too tired to blog... Guess wat!! I went to gym!! Exercising after soooo long... Hahha! If u got a great partner to gym.. Confirm gerek :) Feel refreshed but now my otot otot sakit ya... Hahhaa! It was fun!!! :) then dapat lepak skejap kat yishun dam and eat mac fries!!!!! wasted! Hahha but i dun really care coz PBG!! hahahaha!!