the truth

I was not the only one who thinks that way. I was surprised.
I was having some discussions with my NIE mate shah about people "faking" and being hypocrites. Evrything seemed to be okay at first glance..all of them look happy but wonder how many backstabbers are there in the group...

Aniwae CELS course ended! My holiday begins now!!! hhahah... so many things to do..
1) Pack my room --:(
2) My part time job is still on.. ---:)/:(
3) Meet up with friends!!! ---:)
4) Loads of things!!!

Hmmph why do friends let down each other?? To me I will try my best to treasure my good friends... I mean afterall friendship is the best thing that someone could ever have in their lives.. I mean to me friendship is more impt than my current relationship..
Maybe influence by FRIENDS(the show)... They are evrything.. U are able to share your thoughts.. play pranks on..hehe.. consoling each other.. complaining..whining.. jokes... keeping you company and all during breaks... Without them i think my life would be a bore... But i still dun understand why some people still can't treasure friendship just because of their selfishness?? I can't find the right word at the moment. Haiz...

Wish everything will be back to normal.. which i doubt so...
Learning more of the truths each time...

bollywood fantasy

i'm into bollywood again~!
watching mere yaar ki shaadi hai.
Make me re-think again whther a guy and a girl can become bestfriend or good friend... hmmm.. jut like hum tum..
i still can't find a definite answer... it bothers me at time...

Aniwae told azrin my problem...my stupid problem...it arise because of me only.. but it was an accident thingy.... but i think in one years time my problem will diassapear.. hopefully... and i got one year to repair the problem.. it's all up to me.. now leaving a confused..sad..mixed life..
i look back again and keep asking myself... wat on earth have i done? i have a happy family with no maximum freedom... i have a boyfriend whom i like very much but not love...and a friend whom i..(not ready to tell yet)
The best thing right now is that i have a bestfriend whom i really can talk to and good friends who make my day in NIE a fun and a meaningful one..and of course my other friends who has help me alot....

Bollywood really make me happy coz i can live the life i want by just connecting to the movie..get it? you watch a movie and u connect to the movie by visualizing and putting in your own characters into the movie... coz mostly it will have happy ending.. your mind do all the work...