a quick one

IN NIE now.
EverythinG is happening so fast. TOo fast and furiouz.
long time didn't blog as i'm really tooooooo buzy.
need to uploadz the photoz too. haiz.

Basically the whole of last week was quite rushing. my last day in peixin was i think on tuesday. then have to report to nie for briefings and all. weeekend i rented a car and i kept going out and drive alot. kinda of syiok. parking ain't tat bad afterall.
Thankfully i got a few good friends in NIE. crazy bunch of people but fun. Thanks to GESL that now i noe quite a few more people. oh ya the team leader rasyidah is 100% like fidah sia. she really reminds me of fidah :)

yesterday my sis performed at the suntec atrium for the heritAge fair. snap a few photoz. and ya i love abang adam when he sang one of my fav malay song: SEMERAH PADI.

gtg. hopefully by tml i will finish uploading all the photoz in slide.

Oh ya goood news!! all of us the diped students and degree students will receive a free notebook~~!!!!! yeah!!!!! but nex yr onlee then can received. how delighted!!!

GTG!!!! tatatatta

Unlucky bitch

F@#%!

What the helll

i still haven get any NIE letter yet. I noe partly my fault for being too patient in waiting for the letter.

Shit this friday is the registration.

mY life has been so fucking cock up ever since i repeated my A's.

Why do i have to be so unlucky??

I have no hopes for my life alreadee.

IS it so hard just to give me the damn letter??!!!

Wat more experience do they want???

2 years in westwood.

1 year in pxps
wat fucking elkse???!!!

i have alwayz thought that i would live my life to the fullest but i can't. isn't it better to leave this earth than to see ourselves suffering and helpless. i mean we noe we got a problem but it's like we have NO FUCKING POWER to solve it. We just watch time being wasted and i think i have to go next year intake!!! WTF!!!


in no mood to talk to anyone!!! i'm sorrie.

art work

went marina just now. NDP rehearsal!!
got to see the 6 jet planes in action or was it 5?? heheh then saw the marching contigent and all. but the worst thing is that the road was blocked. so have to make a long journey. go to ecp there. haiz.

photoz

metamorphosis!!

miss you!

Friday was great!!! metamorphosis!!! initially it was hectic. went home around 1 30. took cab home wit masri. then left house at 3. OOpz was late. Then did the name cards. Hang around with kak su and maggie. then ate and decorate tables. after that hang around wit siti and masri at the back of the hall. snap photoz. was anxious about our performance but it went well. alhamdulilah. then after that we ate. took crazy photoz. Siti helped me alot wit the photoz. She's a cool girl. hockey player :) anyway ya kinda of sad coz i can't get to see masri!!! so fast time passed. miss him!!
as usual khalid and nizam are funny creatures. hope i'll meet people like them in nie. sure fun!!
okay today went out wit hairil. fun. get to see the 5 jet plane doing circles in the sky. snap some shotz. will post it later. oh ya bought 2 pairs of shoes!!


kinda of tired now.
going to sleep now!! :)

turning to reality??

It's the same dreamline!!!
hahahaha
[ the story goes like this : he was jealous! she was shocked! he played with her hair. she loved it. He kissed her. She kissed back. People finally knew. Happy ending. ]
The tenses are all in the past.
I really feel like writing a love story. Should i??

Aniwae back to reality. It won't ever happen. IMPOSSIBLE~~!!!

This week is the extremest!! havoc.
Today went back home quite late due to the rehearsal. tml there will be a learning jhourney plus tuition. friday is the event!!! so will be rushing back home and get dress and be back in school by 330.
Haiz. wat to do. But i guess these will all be a good memories for me. I won't be staying in that school for long. a few more days. SADDENING. The worst thing is that Masri will be going for reservist and the last day for me to see him is this friday.

-emotionz: sad+tired+moody

Hari Raya Prep

Today is youth day!!!

Went out with my mom and sis to geylang. It was a wet day. bought an unbrellla which was so thin but cost 5 buckz and guess wat? we did not use it at all. finally we flagged a cab to go to hajjah maimunah. Since we rarely go to geylang serai, we didn't noe that the food stall is opened everyday except MONDAY!! so we ate at the shop beside it. The food was okay but not tat nice. Since we were dead huungry, we just ate it. Then we went to Tanjong katong complex. JELITA. i bought a red costume whereas my sister bought a green one. It was beautiful and very modern type. Then we went jhoo chiat. My sister bought another piece but my mom bought kain to jahit for me and my younger sis. SO we going jb this sat.

Wondering why we bought hari raya costume early??? hahaha coz we are lazy to go shopping during fasting month. and august will be packed for me and my sisters. haiz... oh ya bought the black pants and a dress!!! i will wear it for the METAMORPHOSIS!! yeah...hmmph since vijay [party is next week, maybe i'll wear that too. But\ the theme is las vegas?!!!!! oh no... i gottsa think wat to wear!!!! hahahaha.

weekend great!

Weekend was superb!!

Celebrated my sis and aunt burfdae on sat. oh tok hamzla and nek kiah came too.

it was fun. played with the camera and all. me and my sister took the most stupidest photo ever!!!! won't post it here. but maybe at my slide.com.

but there was a sad news. hairil's granny passed away. he got some problems too. haiz.
at nite watched lord of the ring!!! wooo~!!
then woke up thiz morning at 11 pluz. watched legally blonde 2. love her to bitz!!
then went causeway pt. shopping!!!
haha.

wat an ending~!

Yesterday was hectic.hmmmph.. though not much work at skool but had belly dancing practice then met him straight. ate pizza and went to buy some stuff. then went for tuition. ended up EXHAUSTION!!! haiz. nNow i strongly believed that watever your mood you have on monday, it will continue throughout the week. so true!!!
then todae was not bad. had dance and have to go to moe excel fest.

But the good thing is i got to spend some time wit zu and siti. we went together. quite fun!! i seriousloy never thought i could have met such great people in peixin. i love most of them. hehhehehe.:)
will miss zu and siti and nisha and sathiya and cikgu ribut and nizam and dewi and khalid and masri and sze hua and lay san and mr sridar and ms chin and etc etc
hahahha. so ya tml celebrating my sis burfdae! sleeping over my granny place.

hate the scar on my leg. it's getting worst. feel like scratchin it off.

feeling pissed.

mood changes

Happiness was initially wat i felt. relaxed too. then came some stress. then boredness. then craziness. then tiredness. then sleepiness. lastly i was all so drained out.
glad to meet him but i guess after all the dancing i felt damn tired and sleepy and lethargic. Wasn't really enjoying myself much with him. but atleast got to see his face:)
gonna sleep now. good nitez!!

lazy to post photoz. tml i will upload it :)

exhaustion

Yesterday was offline throughout. Never had been so worn out b4.
Monday morning woke up at 3 to watch euro finals but to much disappointment my team lost and david villa was not playing. went to skool with my mind floating about. thought of going home early but khalid was so sick. had to help him to replace his class. i really wished to go home and sleep but i can't bear to see anyone so sick and yet have to suffer. aniwae the nicest thing was that the kids cooperated, got to eat at sabar menanti and got a free perfume. then went home around 6. slept for 10 minutes before i proceed to my tuition place. haiz.

then went home watch prison break.[can't miss it!!]
then slept. the most peaceful night ever. then woke up went to skool. was okay. then went swiiming. caught a cute malay mutt. but too bad i sat very far from him. so jealous of sathiya and siti!!! hahhahaha. still very sleepy but got alot of things to post online. The pictures especially. Took quite a few photoz at the poolside.[ can see at my slide.com]
here are a few snapshots. after swimming i finish up my marking in school. thanks to zu who waited for me. love her to bitz.

tml dancing~~!! hahha will perspire like hell. hahahax.
Can't wait for tml too. meeting sayang!!! heheheh gosh miss him sia. it's quite long since we met up.

-crazy over romantic bollywood song!! from fanaa and omshantiom.guess i miss him much much.