WAITIN TO CATCH HIM RED-HANDED

i hate it!! i wrote my entry and it's all gone!! PMK!!!'
but aniwae i am broke now!!! ( went shopping~! with jamilah..and we have loadz of fun..can't waiti to see her on monday again...)
i'm frustrated ( my blog entry gone)
i'm angry and sad ( uninvited to hairil's ORD )
i'm excited ( tml back to driving )
i'm so happy as igot a new crush!!! it's been long since i have a serious crush!! hhahahaz he's cute but of course dah berpunye :( but i stll faithful..
problems with him again..suspecting got 3rd person but wait till i catch them red handed.. i will leave him straight away...i will kick his LJ and the woman's CB and slap her boopz till they are detached from her stupid body...hahah evil me?!!

can'tt wait to go swimmin..just now seeing the kids swim i was so tempted to swim too.. the pool are nice and furthermore there are no one... except a handful of outsiders.. damn it.. sunday shall go swimming!!!!can't resist the pool... wahahahax

can't wait to see my vitamin C again!!!

a happy ending

it was terrible to begin my weekends with... u noe if u have the woman's thing it is very troublesome... i feel like tried and down and no mood... but aniwae on saturday i invited darsha vijay and hairil..my loved onez.. hahaha it was happening coz of darsha and vijay lah... both really made my day then hairil came over.. later on hairil came..he was so hensem larh..wear green baju kurung.. so later on i went his place..grandma place and aunt's place but i was too tired and uncomfortable coz we stayed quite long at the aunt's place and ya to tell the truth.. can't really "click" with his cousinss.. then he wanted to go eat.. i disagree but he sort off dun listen so ended up eating at al amin...but the good thing is that i saw a ferrari up close... i mean it was gorgeous!!! red!! wow..... if it's lamborghini i will wait there for his owner... wakakakka~!
went back 11 plus...mom beleteh abit..i was quite anrgry at him and me too...i think i need some space when i in mood swing...
SUnday morning i was afresh... didn't want to go jalan raya wit mom all was exhausted... so i met him in the afternoon.. we had FUn!!! coz only the 2 of us all the way!! ahhahhaa..hopefully he had fun too...ya monday came which is today..
had breakfast with some of the teachers and i really admire ms sujantha too... her level of thinking is way too high but it's good... i mean watever that she says does make sense... so it set me thinking... and i realise i got a long way to go...i mean a long way to go to become intelligent... hahaha...Oh ya the P5 malay students are naughty but had fun la.. i mean they noe when to like be serious and all... hahha azzri is damn cute lah.. hahaha

weekends was great finally..missing him now!! hopefully on wednesday able to meet!!

Problematic Com

Using my sis lappy!!
really missed last week...
For the past days are okay... still doing relief..quite slack lah
take care of them during oralz..
today was seperb stress up and bad luck day!!!!!
of all days i have to get this kind of shit today.... cried in skool... i was stress lah and panic.. no free period anymo9re and i felt very sick.. thanks to ms sulimah..nirmala and mdm cindy..i'm lucky to hav nice teachers around not forgettin mr VASU!!! hahhaz... while waiting for my mom mr khalid saw me but too bad i can't tell him anything but he is a funny guy...he thought i commiting suicide... hhaha mr nizam not here so i took over his period..invigilate 2 classes today... i'm used to invigilating... coz westwood sec i did b4 and also i help out in invigilating the overseas students for the exam they took to get to local skools... so ya.. kind of noe the system...
talked to darsha just now...felt much better...
i'm hungry~~~!! hmmph wanted to call MAc but afraid i will fall asleep while waiting for the delivery.. wahahhax!!

-COz of u i faced all this problems!! but dunnoe why i still like u so much~! u are partly why i cried today in skool...damn~!

TGIF

Thank God It's Friday!!!
WEEKENDZ are here!!!
Tml i'm going visiting with my family!! yahoo~!! can collect more money!!!
i can then buy a new specz!!
today i wear baju kurung to skool... a bit awkward but then wat to do.. later on i'm going to his place :) Hopefully today i can finish early..like at 2?.. hahhaa but fat hope...
but seriously i'm going to miss this week... i mean it's so fun to like have only 2 teachers in the staffroom.. i can go around to visit mdm mariam and the aunty and the security guard.. hehhe.. obviously i will also miss helping mdm wong to pack... actually i want to be like her..she is firm and respectable and her english is ver powerful and she is hardworking and never give up... even though she is expecting soon... she is still hardworking... she can even carry stuffs and DRIVE!! amazing rite.. hahhaa... oikay i shall take her to be my role model... oh she's pretty ttoo!! hahah
i will miss spending time with her...
but she will be back next year term 2..

trying my best to save money for the future!!! hehehx... it's hard sia ... i think from young i should have started but mom pampered me.. so ya ain't my fault.. hahhahaha

waiting for miracle to happen now~!! weeet~!! but i doubt so.. coz miracle happens once!! if it happens twice then it's called magic!!! [i'm crapping]

i was reading my previous post and realise i have quarrelled so much with him...hahha now it's okay... sometimes only if his temper rise.. i can't be patient anymore so thus will fight back... i hate to scold pr yell at people..it will make me tear.. seriously.. it's not that i am crying coz of sadness or wat.. it's just that when i shout..yelll or scold tears will naturally flow.. i dunnoe why...it's no that i want to cry.. hahha but only if i scold the students { primary skool kids } i dun care.. i have no feelings already for them.. just scold!!! hahhahah evil me!!

my cravingz :
-swensen ice lemon tea!!
- ayam masak merah!! [hari raya and puasa time no chance to eat except once till now :( ..haaha]

ancient

My gosh~! it's been months.. there are so many cobwebs around my blog...i WAS BUSY and my com breakdown and ya i was actually job hopping and finally after i waited for so long, they reply me and say i am accepted to NIE!! wee~!! but next year intake :( so now they send me to Peixin Primary school to do contract teaching first... i like it here..though i still have not adjusted fully...hari raya now..and i have a great time!! got duit collection also!!!! heheh see my face so cute tat's why i still got money!!! My first pay came and ya i gave away $200 to my family memberz... now broke.. hehehe...
shooping list:
-new specs [RED!]
-skirts!!
-Topz!!
-BAg!!
-converse shoes!!!
-more slippers!!!

haiz... wish i can buy everything but my budget is not there :(
so got to save more money and probably next yeear then i buy all this stuff.. haiz...but i need a specz!! my former specs got so MUCH scratches!! hehe don't sleep with your specs on!!

now psle marking dayz... hav to go skool still from 8 to 5.. doing nothing!! haha but thankfully got mrs cindy wong... she is so kind and nice... she gave me hotcakes to eat and she keep me occupied..i'm so happy i can lend a helping hand to her...acttually all the teachers here are nice..very nice... hahhaa except a few..their faces like so fierce and sometimes i feel like i am going to get eaten up by them.. hehehe

ps: my dear potato and friends... sorry k... i long time never go online and blog.. so i got no time to visit your blogs too... take care alrite