it's me not u = break up line

WaiTinG to go meeting.. sianz~!!
Wanted to join the rest and go home but afraid of mdm fauziah and since majority of the teachers look down on us alreadie.. sure confirm they will talk about us.. WE can sense it... aniwae heck about tat....

in few weekz time i can noe about my future alreadi... to be a teacher... whahahhahax...
hopefully my pay is sufficient and maybe by 5 yearz time i can be married... he wanted to get engage sia next year.. but me not settled yet... i noe that he's very insecure coz he is in another fucked up world called the army... so only weekends he is around so i can understand him.. but tried to explain that me too are busy with work but my contract end this friday!!! wee~! so in june can enjoy like mad... hhhhahhhaha... but maybe find another job to keep me busy and also to assure him tat i won't be "wild".. hahaha
for the past weeks he has been going on late night meet up with his friendz.. i did not questioned him coz i "TRUSTED" him but afraid he will kena again the bad influence.. afterall he was an ITE student and the influence of the people are strong...

oh ya i am so freaking proud of 2B... i asked them to create a maths game and some of them really put in their effort siak.. i thought they will bo chap tat kind... waaahhaha..so obviously i will reward them but not sure of wat to give them so i bought pencils and erasers... hehhhe.. hopefully they will appreciate it.... if buy chocolates, they eat and then GONE~!! atleast pencil they can use it to write and erased... DUH~!


into lily allen's songz now... wee~!!...thankz to him!!

S|acKinG

in staffroom... quite a number of teachers not here.. Ms Hap is sick so hav been helpin her taking attendance.. hope she gets better soon...guess for wat class 2F!!! hahahha but they are fun coz no proper lesson hav ben conducted... so a bit slack however, i hav to go through the papers with them.. haiz.. life of a teacher...

Shaky termz now..sometimez i'm thinkin why in the hell i'm attached...but all the problems made me so called stronger and more aware of certain stuffz u noe.. not that naive alreadi...i will juz tahan as long as i can... i mean afterall opposite attract..tat's wat they say... i am not the sensitive person neither i like to sikit sikit merajuk... i can say that i juz forgive and forget and life goes normal again except if extreme cases lah... but he is kind of a bit sensitive and ya.. i dunnoe... it's tough... i will just pray everything will be like how it is in the beginning... oh yeah man.. he is violent... but not to me of course :) My mom i think sort of approve of him too... she allows me to go out wit him..hhehhehehe but he is not free weekdays and wekends i not free..so how??????? haiz... guess got to wait 4 him :)

my cousin is getting married.. he is like 21 yrs old and the woman is 24?? then his brother i think will be married soon also... he is 19... in malaysia... he found his minah malaysia.. i think settling down there.. haiz... my lovely cousinz will be back from aust this dec!!! can't wait siak!!! wonder how they exactly look like... everything is so fast paced....

but now i concentrating on my driving.. hope to get my license by August?? hhehehehx... then hari raya can drive around!!!! so happie.. if i pass i will buy a small token to Mr Oh!!! my beloved cute instructor with his big oval specz... hahahha Hope i will pass and my mom tooo!!!!!

Waiting for the idotic zul now... he say he will be outside staffroom but he is nowhere to be seen~!!! but hopefully he can study well and go to the course he wants to go.. i think he can do it one but i dunnoe why he like give up easily and LAZY!!! hahahax.. [ hopefully he won't read this (: ]

RELIEF PERIOD

It's been long .. MYE has officially ended.. meanin the teachers will be dead busy with all the markz and all.. hahhaa.. invigilating 3G was quite okay relaxed and boring because all of them are doing their work without any disturbance...sianz.. now me reliefing in malay class sec 1... hehehe they are having test N here i am blogging.. nottie me!!! hahahha...
today going to have a miny party for the NIE teachers and maybe us coz we are leavn the skool soon.. will mis my class siak... 2B esp..haiz.. but on the other hand.. i am quite happy too.. coz no need to wake up so early and alll.. and ya basically slacking at home all the way...
my life now okay... got a couple of scandalz... heheheh... mr catherine and mr barney wakakkaka~! maybe ammirah too if she could join us later.. hehehex...
I'm utterly bored actuallie..finished marking all thepapers but left with the mark distribution thingy which i hav no idea how to do it.. will hav to ask mdm fauziah later.. haiz... but to think of it i learn alot from all this... most imptly i learn excel and the formulas all... and i feel proud of myself...
oh ya furthermore i will give miss tan WK a small gift b4 i leave skool coz learn alot of IT tips from her... seriouly!!

oh ya i hate it when there is unnecessary jealoousy~!!
My life now dunnoe wat .. juz live my life eachday with happiness but if we see it in a whole point..it sux... coz no goals and no point..juz because we are happy everyday tat doean't mean we hav a good life rite???? so ya... i not sure... still searching for something but idunnoe wat... haiz..

i love mr catherine!!!

starting of MYE

Mid year is going on.. waiting to invigilate 3G.. thank God i got tat class... they are wee behaved and civilised kidz... unlike other classes..
Just had breakfast with Juliet, gloria and munirah.... it feels nice to be so relaxed... hahhahah but it will end soon... my paper will come in soon... so have to mark like nobody business??.. hahhahaa...
THINGS TO DO :

• clear my table
• file up everything
• compile all the markz
• tidy up my staffroom place...
• mark and mark and mark

So ya... will be back late today.. tml.. sat... sun {my aunt's place}... mon and wed tooo..hopefully my effort won't go to waste and that hafiz will atleast score 60 above... i really hoped so.. as well as ayu...

It's so nice to be loved by others but if it is like way too over-loved.. it's kinda scary and make things complicated.. don't u think so??

Missed my old buddy so much.. juz chatted with him a few days ago.. damn busy fella but i feel happy for him coz he manage to go local university.. and ya hav book a date to go out together!! overjoyed~! it has been seriously more than a year since we met up.. haiz...

U see friendship can stll be alive even though we hardliee meet up and all..

HOPING AN PRAYING THAT ALL MY STUDENTZ will do their very best and don't give up and sleep during the math paper... hehehhex