I was not the only one who thinks that way. I was surprised.
I was having some discussions with my NIE mate shah about people "faking" and being hypocrites. Evrything seemed to be okay at first glance..all of them look happy but wonder how many backstabbers are there in the group...
Aniwae CELS course ended! My holiday begins now!!! hhahah... so many things to do..
1) Pack my room --:(
2) My part time job is still on.. ---:)/:(
3) Meet up with friends!!! ---:)
4) Loads of things!!!
Hmmph why do friends let down each other?? To me I will try my best to treasure my good friends... I mean afterall friendship is the best thing that someone could ever have in their lives.. I mean to me friendship is more impt than my current relationship..
Maybe influence by FRIENDS(the show)... They are evrything.. U are able to share your thoughts.. play pranks on..hehe.. consoling each other.. complaining..whining.. jokes... keeping you company and all during breaks... Without them i think my life would be a bore... But i still dun understand why some people still can't treasure friendship just because of their selfishness?? I can't find the right word at the moment. Haiz...
Wish everything will be back to normal.. which i doubt so...
Learning more of the truths each time...
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
bollywood fantasy
i'm into bollywood again~!
watching mere yaar ki shaadi hai.
Make me re-think again whther a guy and a girl can become bestfriend or good friend... hmmm.. jut like hum tum..
i still can't find a definite answer... it bothers me at time...
Aniwae told azrin my problem...my stupid problem...it arise because of me only.. but it was an accident thingy.... but i think in one years time my problem will diassapear.. hopefully... and i got one year to repair the problem.. it's all up to me.. now leaving a confused..sad..mixed life..
i look back again and keep asking myself... wat on earth have i done? i have a happy family with no maximum freedom... i have a boyfriend whom i like very much but not love...and a friend whom i..(not ready to tell yet)
The best thing right now is that i have a bestfriend whom i really can talk to and good friends who make my day in NIE a fun and a meaningful one..and of course my other friends who has help me alot....
Bollywood really make me happy coz i can live the life i want by just connecting to the movie..get it? you watch a movie and u connect to the movie by visualizing and putting in your own characters into the movie... coz mostly it will have happy ending.. your mind do all the work...
watching mere yaar ki shaadi hai.
Make me re-think again whther a guy and a girl can become bestfriend or good friend... hmmm.. jut like hum tum..
i still can't find a definite answer... it bothers me at time...
Aniwae told azrin my problem...my stupid problem...it arise because of me only.. but it was an accident thingy.... but i think in one years time my problem will diassapear.. hopefully... and i got one year to repair the problem.. it's all up to me.. now leaving a confused..sad..mixed life..
i look back again and keep asking myself... wat on earth have i done? i have a happy family with no maximum freedom... i have a boyfriend whom i like very much but not love...and a friend whom i..(not ready to tell yet)
The best thing right now is that i have a bestfriend whom i really can talk to and good friends who make my day in NIE a fun and a meaningful one..and of course my other friends who has help me alot....
Bollywood really make me happy coz i can live the life i want by just connecting to the movie..get it? you watch a movie and u connect to the movie by visualizing and putting in your own characters into the movie... coz mostly it will have happy ending.. your mind do all the work...
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Preparation
CONCENTRATING on MATHS PAPER NOW.
difficult to divide time.
Thankfully i only take eng and maths.. see them do their science scares me too..
really need to plan carfefully...
i will try to be sytematic in my 2nd year..
Can't wait for 20th April!!!
SPLASH PARK is open at sembawang shopping centre alreadi!!!
to scan or not to scan?? (7 more mths to think about it....Thought it ended for good but it continues...) MY LIFE~!
difficult to divide time.
Thankfully i only take eng and maths.. see them do their science scares me too..
really need to plan carfefully...
i will try to be sytematic in my 2nd year..
Can't wait for 20th April!!!
SPLASH PARK is open at sembawang shopping centre alreadi!!!
to scan or not to scan?? (7 more mths to think about it....Thought it ended for good but it continues...) MY LIFE~!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
THE SMS-es
DUnnoe why i got this sudden urge to write about you! shit... i feel bad now..
Aniwae it's been like years since i had a crush on indian guys. And then u came out of seriously no where!! u suddenly appeared. And u sms me till late actually I started it but to inform u something..sms you good nite for like thrice but yet u still continue... interesting... wonder what is his intention and game... not that i can say i have a crush on you..maybe not yet.. but i just wonder why is your behaviour in such a way... kinda cool coz atleast there's something to look forward too in NIE. FINALLY it ended.
*Aniwae monday i met with an accident. But i think it's too huge a word. Minor accident. But my car poor poor thing :( Thankfully everything settle.
Thanks to Hairil, his parents, Darsha and of course AH SENG!!! he has helped me alot!! and the guy who knocked behind, AMOS. He is easy to deal with. THANK GOD.
Back to puppet making
Aniwae it's been like years since i had a crush on indian guys. And then u came out of seriously no where!! u suddenly appeared. And u sms me till late actually I started it but to inform u something..sms you good nite for like thrice but yet u still continue... interesting... wonder what is his intention and game... not that i can say i have a crush on you..maybe not yet.. but i just wonder why is your behaviour in such a way... kinda cool coz atleast there's something to look forward too in NIE. FINALLY it ended.
*Aniwae monday i met with an accident. But i think it's too huge a word. Minor accident. But my car poor poor thing :( Thankfully everything settle.
Thanks to Hairil, his parents, Darsha and of course AH SENG!!! he has helped me alot!! and the guy who knocked behind, AMOS. He is easy to deal with. THANK GOD.
Back to puppet making
Friday, March 13, 2009
personality tes
Azrin tagged mua in the personality test. I took it. Here's the result.. There are some truths in it and others are yet to be discovered..interesting stuff..
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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