Yesterday was awesome! watched 2 movies! Jab tak hai jaan and pitch perfect... 2 awesome movies to start and end my day... got my red dress too!!
Yesterday was my happiest day! i can't deny it...after sooo long....coz i listened to my heart and not using my brain... it will be perfect if and only if *dotz*dotz*dotz*...
WIll treasure those moments coz i have learnt that things will happen and change everything... the only thing that will stick with us are memories... so i am blogging abt it in case i might have some memory loss...

Hopefully u felt the same way tooo... hehehehhe!!

different perspectives

Life has been hell for more than a month or so...
It was my first time experience this kind of shit.... I thought i was strong.. i thought it wont affect me much.. but it did affect me badly... i was hurt...the worst hit ever... i am not tat strong... i broke down..undergone depression...
However when all this happen... i found true friends.. they endured my stubborness.. they were willing to do anything to see a smile on my face...
For me i choose special people to be part of my life...these special people are really special to me.. These people play an important role in making me happy and i will do anything for them... as in ANYTHING! ... i realized i have chosen them after knowing them atleast 1 or 2 years...
I guess it is my luck that so far i chose the right ones.... except for now...
I thought i chose u to be part of that special people... but i guess i was wrong.. and this is the first time i made a mistake...
even my past relationship with my ex... i have no regrets.. he was/is special to me... but tak ade jodoh... so ya...
That special people includes my family too actually... coz they are there for me and understand what i have been through....

i can still feel the hurt till now fyi...

Now is the part whereby he is okay and back to normal.. and for me.. i am not giving in fully not coz of ego... but i am soo afraid to get hurt and become weak again... i am suppose to be the strong one.... i am strong!! aniwae i guess i trust people quite easily....

it is sad to part and form a line... separation is not easy... but i guess i have to do it... to detach yourself from your special people is hard... it is like one part of u is gone u see... imagine darsha is not there.. i will just die toooo....

crush

Crushed!!! addicted to u!! Let's see how long it willl last :):):)

Bad Timing

The time of the year where all the stupid problems must come all at one shot. Damn!

Me at RP now! Tml is PSLE Listening Comprehension! Dun feel like doing my stuff.. so decided to blog...
let see so far i am pleased at my work coz i am really trying hard to be on tasks and organized (damn tough)..i am now gg to prepare and my marking mut be tip top!! coz i am seriously gonna drill them for SA2!!

Shutzz the are done!! will blog more on my phone later!!!

See ya!!

afraid

I think i said tooo much... Not considering how u feel... But i need to say what is in my mind...hoping u feel what i feeel...